Aug 11, 2004 12:03
Shit. You know what just dawned on me? We only have about two weeks until we're back in school. What happened to summer? No, seriously... did I just pass out for a month and a half? I don't remember June. Did anyone see me during June and July? What the hell?!?
Anyways, long story short, I'm getting pretty depressed about the whole school thing. This, honestly, is the first summer that I haven't wanted to go back to school. Last semester kicked my butt, and I really don't know if I can kick myself back into gear for senior year. I truely am scared. I didn't think I'd ever be able to admit it though. Last year I bit off waaay more than I could chew, and I already know I'm setting myself up for the same thing this year, plus a job. And school hasn't even started yet and I'm feeling burnt out. Working 40 hours a week sucks balls, and I don't even have any money to show for it. Gah!!!!
And what happened to all this summer homework I'd supposively be getting? I've done most of english and all that good shit, but what happened to the big, threatening "pochette" from french? or aca deca bullshit? I think all my teachers just figured that I probably wouldn't do it anyways. Especially Madame Fellman, I just can't wait to spend another fun-filled year of her loathing in francais, and this time I don't have my little Do-it to keep me company. Thank God for Hannah Banana and puffy haired Drew, or I'd die in that class. And did anyone really go to those study groups? I suppose I SHOULD have gone, but meh, whatever. ::sigh::
Anyways, Friday I have to call Mr. Moore to fix my schedule. I am a wee bit concerned about that. I chose the classes I wanted to take. The only one I'm regretting signing up for is Diff EQ, only because I think I would have bombed Calculus if Mr. Larson wasn't such a cool teacher. Maybe this year I will actually pay attention and stay awake in math class... I hear that helps with the whole learning process. And don't worry Natalie, I'm not going to opt out of it... we'll just go down together.(just kidding...kinda...) I'm taking hella hard classes this year. I always try to give myself a fun class (last year it was clothing... totally kick ass!) and this year it was Aca Deca... it's gonna be fun but a lot of work though. I'm gonna be one of the two students ever to say that they like Ms. Deniston-Reed. She is such a good teacher, and a really nice person, despite what any of you say. And if I wasn't such a lazy bum I would have really enjoyed her class. But moving on...
I don't really know what else to say. I have a whole lot on my mind right now, but I don't know where to start. I have to work at 4:30 tonight. It's gonna be fun times kids, you should stop by.