change of pace
From dreams that sheriffs are proctoring my exams to the one I had last night about Tian, family and others out of sight - I decided I need a change of pace. This is ironic since I just had a pace change - back to work, with full schedules during finals. Although the facts of the case are exciting - an international warrant was just issued for one client, making me feel very Carmen Sandiego-ish - my job sadly is not exciting. I used to say that a monkey could do my job. I have now amended that to a STUPID monkey could do my job. And the only thing that keeps me going is the carrot of money and hope for a future job. I'm tired of thinking about the big J. I need to get connected again. Everything that I do right now I fear is only filler. But at least I know that right?