happy birthday to me....
Umm yea, well todays my birthday... woopty fuckin do lol. a year older, not much wiser... meh thus is life. Plenty have people have wished me happy birthday and stuff, so I know people give a shit and such. It just dosnt really feel like a happy day. This week was really crappy. I pretty much dont talk to my old friends anymore.. understandable I suppose, they only have like one class with me and all their classes together, so I am the odd man out. Ah well, Ill get used to it, its just kinda gay after a while, cus we dont hang out very much anymore... Anyways done with that crap.
Other than that, its just not a great day, I have nothing to do, none of my familys around.. Even if they were theres only 2 of them and they are my parents, not like can party very much. But they try and make it all happy, so im thankfull for that. And they give me what I want. I get spring creek for lunch tomarrow! and I get like all the stuff I asked for from them exept for one thing, which they are gonna give me later I Think....doubtfull though. But the gayest thing about this day is.... That Im all alone. I dont have anybody to hang out, no girlfriend to call and talk to, no brothers and sisters to play games with or whatever. Just me and the thoughts in my head. Allys mood today was lonely, I dont see how.. She has lots of stuff she wants, shes got her super great bf whos shes allways happy about, and shes got her family around, and if she calls most of her friends right now, she can go hang out with them. I dunno..maybe next year will be better, when im almost out of this shit hole, and onto college life.
We had a football game yesterday, it wasnt that bad. Team got there ass handed to them as always. We preformed alright I think. Im fucking tired though. These morning practices are starting to kill. Cant take it, need sleep, and need grades. Im making like my worst english grade ever, its so gay I hate that class. ah well.
Enough sadness from me for the day. happy birthday to me :/
"It's only after you've lost everything," Tyler says, "that you're free to do anything."
FUCK IT...CUT THE CHORDS
Other than that, its just not a great day, I have nothing to do, none of my familys around.. Even if they were theres only 2 of them and they are my parents, not like can party very much. But they try and make it all happy, so im thankfull for that. And they give me what I want. I get spring creek for lunch tomarrow! and I get like all the stuff I asked for from them exept for one thing, which they are gonna give me later I Think....doubtfull though. But the gayest thing about this day is.... That Im all alone. I dont have anybody to hang out, no girlfriend to call and talk to, no brothers and sisters to play games with or whatever. Just me and the thoughts in my head. Allys mood today was lonely, I dont see how.. She has lots of stuff she wants, shes got her super great bf whos shes allways happy about, and shes got her family around, and if she calls most of her friends right now, she can go hang out with them. I dunno..maybe next year will be better, when im almost out of this shit hole, and onto college life.
We had a football game yesterday, it wasnt that bad. Team got there ass handed to them as always. We preformed alright I think. Im fucking tired though. These morning practices are starting to kill. Cant take it, need sleep, and need grades. Im making like my worst english grade ever, its so gay I hate that class. ah well.
Enough sadness from me for the day. happy birthday to me :/
"It's only after you've lost everything," Tyler says, "that you're free to do anything."
FUCK IT...CUT THE CHORDS