Dont fight the world... it will win
You know today could have been a good day, but you know me being the person that I am, I just have to ruin it, and by now, I am damn good at it.
Was gonna hang out today with her, and so I go over there and stuff, and it was going ok I guess, still not like it used to be, but you know gotta start somewhere. I bring up the topic of death, and no matter how much the topic of death needs to be consulted it equaly needs to die and burn in hell. But as stated before, knowing me, Ill chose the consulted, instead of letting it die and burn lol. So of course that screws thing up like Im pretty sure I knew it would somewhere inside my head, but I did it anyway. And now Im back at home obviously not there anymore hehe. I allways think to myself what the hells gonna happen between me and her, and then after we fight for a few min, I wonder why the hell I ever even thought.. what the hell, like im doing right now. Things will be good again, me and her just need to stop being so damn bullheaded and let it. I dont let it by bringing it up, she dosnt let it, by hiding it away. We are really sthmart people I know. I guess this is me saying, Im not gonna wonder what the hell anymore. I shouldnt, and I probably will think about it, but I wont worry about it I guess, or do my best anyway. Let things go. I hope that she will start over with me at some point, and until then, we need to chiiiiiiil, and be the friends we know how to be.
And plus fighting the world really sucks..like a brick wall, it will allways win, unles I turn into the Hulk or somthing lol, but since I wont be a huge ass green dude anytime soon, Ill stay away from the walls lol.
Other than that, nothing going on today, so I sit here and eat my cookies and milk :)
Was gonna hang out today with her, and so I go over there and stuff, and it was going ok I guess, still not like it used to be, but you know gotta start somewhere. I bring up the topic of death, and no matter how much the topic of death needs to be consulted it equaly needs to die and burn in hell. But as stated before, knowing me, Ill chose the consulted, instead of letting it die and burn lol. So of course that screws thing up like Im pretty sure I knew it would somewhere inside my head, but I did it anyway. And now Im back at home obviously not there anymore hehe. I allways think to myself what the hells gonna happen between me and her, and then after we fight for a few min, I wonder why the hell I ever even thought.. what the hell, like im doing right now. Things will be good again, me and her just need to stop being so damn bullheaded and let it. I dont let it by bringing it up, she dosnt let it, by hiding it away. We are really sthmart people I know. I guess this is me saying, Im not gonna wonder what the hell anymore. I shouldnt, and I probably will think about it, but I wont worry about it I guess, or do my best anyway. Let things go. I hope that she will start over with me at some point, and until then, we need to chiiiiiiil, and be the friends we know how to be.
And plus fighting the world really sucks..like a brick wall, it will allways win, unles I turn into the Hulk or somthing lol, but since I wont be a huge ass green dude anytime soon, Ill stay away from the walls lol.
Other than that, nothing going on today, so I sit here and eat my cookies and milk :)