*sigh* Tomorrow...

[trickygrin]

Everything kicks off into overdrive tomorrow. I don't feel like I've rested up as was the case in previous summers. Added to this, I've been somewhat informally informed that my presence will not be required at work for the next year as stated in my contract (at least as a full-time employee), and I'm sort of in limbo This is not to say that they do not wish me to continue working for their institution. Indeed they do, but the current economic situation means that they have plenty of people applying for jobs at St. Mary's. So I'd be a valued team member but not an irreplacable one. This entire exchange makes me wonder what precisely I want to do with myself. Until last week, my life after December was only marginally less regimented than it is currently, but now it's sort of wide-open.

I don't know whether to be scared, excited, or some weird combo of both.