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Things are very very slowly getting back to normal... i think..
I feel like i can handle things a lot better now than i used to be able to. I feel a lot more relaxed about things and im not really taking life so seriously anymore. I hope i can be able to keep this going.
Me and paul hung out on sunday. It was fun. We went to see House of Wax. It was a really good movie. Real gory though. But no biggie. Then we went to kile's house and hung out. Paul made enchiladas. He spilt the enchilada sauce all over the table.. pretty funny. I'm glad the day went well. :)
My mom is getting on my nerves a lot. She's freaking out about me way too much. My dad is leaving tomorrow so im going to be stuck alone with her.. ahh! She needs to relax. I cant wait until i can move out. Now i have to wait until they think im "ready." Whatever that means. So i guess sometime this summer.
I'm kinda worried cuz i had a dream the other night that had a really bad thunderstorm in it. And i have this gypsy dream dictionary book and i looked up what it meant and it said that i will have "rough times ahead with much dispute, arguments, disagreement, and possible even lawsuits." Geez.. im gay and i believe all that stuff. So far the things i've read about my dreams have come true. Seriously. The day after i had the dream me and my mom got into a big fight. Maybe that's what it was about... hmmmmm!
I had a dream last night that i took acid.. i wonder what that means! haha.
ok im boring...
I feel like i can handle things a lot better now than i used to be able to. I feel a lot more relaxed about things and im not really taking life so seriously anymore. I hope i can be able to keep this going.
Me and paul hung out on sunday. It was fun. We went to see House of Wax. It was a really good movie. Real gory though. But no biggie. Then we went to kile's house and hung out. Paul made enchiladas. He spilt the enchilada sauce all over the table.. pretty funny. I'm glad the day went well. :)
My mom is getting on my nerves a lot. She's freaking out about me way too much. My dad is leaving tomorrow so im going to be stuck alone with her.. ahh! She needs to relax. I cant wait until i can move out. Now i have to wait until they think im "ready." Whatever that means. So i guess sometime this summer.
I'm kinda worried cuz i had a dream the other night that had a really bad thunderstorm in it. And i have this gypsy dream dictionary book and i looked up what it meant and it said that i will have "rough times ahead with much dispute, arguments, disagreement, and possible even lawsuits." Geez.. im gay and i believe all that stuff. So far the things i've read about my dreams have come true. Seriously. The day after i had the dream me and my mom got into a big fight. Maybe that's what it was about... hmmmmm!
I had a dream last night that i took acid.. i wonder what that means! haha.
ok im boring...