just chillen
i just got done eating some yummi ice cream from shakes. actually that was like an hour ago but same difference. lol holy fuk i needa boy friend. i was just noticing how many ex-boyfriends that i still like and its kinda depressing. nothing seems to be going right lately... ugh i would go on about it but im sure that my 2 only readers dont really care, actually... im really not sure if they care but either way, i tell them about it in person. well its just been a feel-sorry-for-myself day. eh i dont really care... bc i dont have to listen to it, thats yalls job! heh... so day after tomorrow its back to the daily grind of school. i got that 'daily grind' phrase from heath. :) i thought it was cool, so im using it now. hehee its okay he loves me! so anyways... i was excited that i get to see my brother on valentines day, but then that got cancelled, so i got excited bc my mom and i were gunna drive up there the weekend after that to see him but now that may be cancelled too bc of COLOR GUARD! what else would it be? that seems to be the reason for everything going wrong lately. well, some things that have gone wrong arent the fault of guard, but guard doesnt really help me cope with other shit. wowie this whole journal of typing thingee really gets me saying some stuff that i didnt even know i thought. *weird* okay i think im gunna stop typing now before i start putting down crazy things like what i tell jenna in out 'hot tub talks'. no one can know about those talks bc they're SecReT! hehee she and i are some weird chicks... okay im done now. buh-bye