Anger, Hostitilty, and hatred....

[trickshot44]

Sittim here smoking a joint, finally kinda calm...the stress and drama in life that has unfolded in the past twenty four hours is crsazyiness....thats the only word i know that fits for rite now.feelings being revealed about one persons love to another....secrets being kept from the ppl closest to u. the uncertainty in the words coming out of ones mouth, the one who means the most to u at the momment..... i had an episode last nite....7 fresh cuts.... n soon to be more... i feel the need to decorate my flesh on this fine uneventful evening.... i just plan on getting massively stoned so i can sleep tonite, and keep all the thoughts running rampant in my mind to settle for a lil while. rite now im just tired n waiting for Paul to call me so i can see whats going on.... He said that he needs to talkt o me..... it sounds kinda serious.... after everything thats happened in the past 24, im afraid that im not gunna like where hell be goin with what hes gunna say... oh well... im gunna go for now... maybe rite more later but im not sure....rite now its time to go... we'll ill just say got to go have a bath room party with an old sharp-friends of mine... teehee!

Time To Say Hello/Goodbye My Dear....

lol im a looser !

Stephie