80,000 calories
ok i'm working on finishing this huge thing of coffee i got this morning which must have like 80,000 calories in it i swear. so i'm at work and i haven't really done anything yet today and steve is here so its been pretty hard to do nothing but i'm doing it pretty well. so things are a bit wierd lately. last night when i took off from my apprenticeship i went out and said goodbye to all the guys and it sounded like donovan said "bye lazy" and i was like wtf?! cuz i'm totally not lazy there i sweep all the time and clean the bathroom and shit so i was gonna be like what but then i was like i didn't even hear what he said and i was all wierded out. like i don't think donovan likes me but i don't think i've ever given him a reason to dislike me. idk maybe he didn't even say that or maybe he did but whatever he said i'll just have to work harder for his respect. ok so ummm i was a bit apathetic yesterday but i was also like super baked all day cuz over the weekend trev bought me some presents :) he got me new work shoes and these fuckin awesome pinstriped chucks that are so fuckin gangsta. they're all black with a cream colored racing strip and cream pinstripes i fuckin love em. then trev bought me a piece cuz my little one fucking got broke! i can't seem to keep pieces for shit. anyway he bought me this little bong with a dragon on it that i named puff. its pretty sweet cuz in the morning i just load a little and trev and i both rip puff a couple times and we go to work fuckin baked silly. i've been going home for lunch too and returning baked as a cake so last night right before my apprenticeship i got waaaaaaay too fuckin baked and so yeah. so i get home cuz i drove myself to my apprenticeship and i was a little miffed cuz trev didn't come see me when i got in the door so anyway i took care of some stuff and i walked in the room and trev had all these candles lit and he was just in his undies and he had puff all loaded up and i just looked at him and i swear that my heart just hurt cuz i love him so much. then we, of course, did it and it was great and then i fell asleep in his arms its the most wonderful feeling in the world. ok so i guess thats it for now. much love you fuckers.