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ah ! tommorow is my last day here (at work) and i know i said that i was excited to see everyone, and i know i said it wasn't worth the money to stay - but i dont wanna leave yet !! at all !! even work wise -im missing meetings that ive spent so much time planning, im missing deals closing that ive worked on - im leaving things unfinished cos i dont have enough time ! i'm missing jarrods performance, im missing philips mtv show - i dont want to miss these things ! at work i finally feel like i am being useful, liek i am contributing, for the first time some of the stuff is challenging/stressful, im enjoying it - in a loserish kind of way ! i dont want to go back to crazy face bluenotes - who i called yesterday so i could work next week ! i know its silly cos i really have no other chocie that makes sense, and i should stop being so bratty cos i did get to spend six weeks in new york but i want eight. dammit.
i also know i said this was the summer i would get to do fun things, then i would work in toronto next summer so i could make money - no dice. they offered me a job next summer yesterday and there is no way im not coming back! that is the only comforting thign - ill be back ! and next summer i know the drill - itll be a lot easier, and a lot better planned! i'll probably be able to sublet kara or jarrods apartment, or stay with one of them. either way, at this point, all i want to know for sure is that im coming back.
i also know i said this was the summer i would get to do fun things, then i would work in toronto next summer so i could make money - no dice. they offered me a job next summer yesterday and there is no way im not coming back! that is the only comforting thign - ill be back ! and next summer i know the drill - itll be a lot easier, and a lot better planned! i'll probably be able to sublet kara or jarrods apartment, or stay with one of them. either way, at this point, all i want to know for sure is that im coming back.