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its tuesday and friday is still a long time away. im at work and not having the best day - im really sick and i look like crap - well except for the beautiful new shirt i am wearing that is wonderful and perfect in every way (anthropolgie - $30 - i love it and almost that entire store) other than the shirt i look like crap - i have a runny and stuffed up nose, my eyes are watering and are so red i look like im high, my hair is crazyface and i just give an overall aura of crap - the constant sniffling is an added bonus. i think its cos my way to keep cool at night is to shower before bed and go to sleep with my hair wet/damp - that cant be too good. oh well. yesterday was pretty fun. i went to soho for 'a look' and came home with two shirts and two pairs of earrings. how do i do it - im broke but still find money for clothes. but they are beautiful - were all on sale and again, i love them. but i really need to stop going to soho - cos i cant just 'look' there. it doens't work for me. i was close to buying the ella moss skirt again - i dont know if you remember andrea - the stripy one that was reduced to $60 - but i was thinking that i need to buy clothes that i will be able to wear in winter aswell - and i clearly can't wear that. after dinner we went to the movie in the park again - we brought wine, snacks and a sleeping bag (me jarrod andrew kara and grace) and it was really fun - by the end of it were were all asleep - we actually left befor the movie was over - but it was still really fun - just cos its such a nice atmosphere. - the park was open - it didn't rain - so you could sit on the grass i mean - and it was completely packed - there were probably 5 times as many people as last week - and even with the open park we ended up sitting near the back stairs close to wehre we were before - it was crazy. OH - kara and andrew found a three bedroom house in jersey thats only 10 minutes from the city by subway - so im really excited because they will have plenty of room for me - and friends !! to come visit and i was thinking that if they stay there for a year, i might be albe to sublet off them next summer if i come back) - plus jarrod should find out about his apartment today or tommorow - so then me and phil will have a place to stay for the last two weeks. Im really excited - cos i really do want to stay - but i wont be devestated if i have to go home because i feel like two weeks of normal before california would be ok. and after four weeks here i dont think i can even question not living here at some point - its just not an option - i will live in new york - and that is that. so there ! i think im going to go make some tea - my mom brought me down some earl grey - and if that cant make me feel good - there is little hope.