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[trickntreat]

 more rambelling. sorry i cant seem to stop



I never understood how much I lean on you
Until you wheren’t there 
I never understood how much I watch you
Until I was staring into space
I never understood how much I tell you
Until I was talking to myself
I never understood how much I love you
Until I thought I could lose you

Something a few of the kids he teachers sent to him:
All of us are not going to church on Sunday
Even some of the others that you don’t teach
But don’t worry we’re still gonna pray for you
Its just that we all agreed that if god can let something as bad as this happen to you
Then he doesn’t deserve to have us at his house
And he won't see us there again unless you come back to us
You have helped us all so much
And we all love you
Just get better teach
(the subs are getting scared of us and ste is already in detention for the rest of the week)
All the students and all the teachers need you back
Don’t worry about the surgery I think we managed to bribe god

My world already seems darker without you in it
I know you are only a short drive away
but i'm afraid I have gotten used to you always being there for me
I hope you are used to you always being there for you
Because god knows I have tried
But it isn’t enough
I need you here beside me
I need to be at your side
I don’t care about the past
And I don’t care about the future
I only care about us being together
Forever and a day.