Past the point of right or wrong...
I'm tempted to make my journal friends only just so I can put up a really pretty banner.
But that'd be too much effort, so I won't.
I'm feeling better. Sleeping for 12 hours kind of helped.
Feeling somewhat nostalgic and dazed. I'm wondering if I'd be happier if I didn't have so much ambition. I hate wanting to beat everyone at everything. I hate feeling like I always have to be right. I hate feeling like I'm the one who's supposed to have all the answers.
I know I'm not, but I feel like I should.
Even when I was little, I was like that. I was the first one to read, and I told all the kids where their cubbies were. Kids always asked me how to spell the different colors, and when I couldn't spell yellow for my friend, I felt horrible. That's not natural, right? That's some sort of OCD at an early age.
But that'd be too much effort, so I won't.
I'm feeling better. Sleeping for 12 hours kind of helped.
Feeling somewhat nostalgic and dazed. I'm wondering if I'd be happier if I didn't have so much ambition. I hate wanting to beat everyone at everything. I hate feeling like I always have to be right. I hate feeling like I'm the one who's supposed to have all the answers.
I know I'm not, but I feel like I should.
Even when I was little, I was like that. I was the first one to read, and I told all the kids where their cubbies were. Kids always asked me how to spell the different colors, and when I couldn't spell yellow for my friend, I felt horrible. That's not natural, right? That's some sort of OCD at an early age.