"Ooh, Frank's hit a nerve."
I want home now. That's all I want. I want my house, I want my mom, I want my dog, I want the rest of my family, and I really want my friends. I just want to go home. I feel like I'm going to lose my mind if I stay here for another minute. I can't deal with all the stress and pressure right now. I had two exams that week, that isn't really that much here. Everyone else has much more to do than me, and they are all coping much better than me. I can't eat here anymore. I've been trying, and I just can't. Everytime I try to sit down and eat, I get overwhelmed and lose my appetite and I have to stop. I can't go more than 3 seconds without checking my computer or my phone. What am I looking for? I have no clue. it's just a nercous habit I guess. I'm nervous. I'm nervous about nothing.
I just want to see you guys.
If you tried to tell me that I would be this ridiculous at this time last year, I would have laughed in your face. Sometimes I look at myself and have no idea who this person is. I just keep telling myself that everything will be okay once I go home again. Once I get to spend some time with people who I love and who understand me, I'll feel better. But then what? After a couple of days, I come back here and have to wait out 3 more weeks. I don't know. Maybe I'm just having another nervous breakdown. It wouldn't surprise me.
4 days, just about. 4 days.
"Waiting on the world to change..."
♥ adizzle
On an unrelated note, I may have finally found a cute little boy with which to occupy my time.
P.S. This is what the alphabet would like without Q and R.
I just want to see you guys.
If you tried to tell me that I would be this ridiculous at this time last year, I would have laughed in your face. Sometimes I look at myself and have no idea who this person is. I just keep telling myself that everything will be okay once I go home again. Once I get to spend some time with people who I love and who understand me, I'll feel better. But then what? After a couple of days, I come back here and have to wait out 3 more weeks. I don't know. Maybe I'm just having another nervous breakdown. It wouldn't surprise me.
4 days, just about. 4 days.
"Waiting on the world to change..."
♥ adizzle
On an unrelated note, I may have finally found a cute little boy with which to occupy my time.
P.S. This is what the alphabet would like without Q and R.