no ! not now !
oh no oh no oh no.
things are falling apart. shittt. after being on a constant high for the past year and a half things are starting to slow down and fall apart in what seems like every aspect of my life. (drama queen anyone?)
ahh shit.
oh well, chances for new beginnings.
im worried and confused and paranoid. and need to be reassured. but i wont be. and it's gonna suck because im gonna make a scene. grreat.
well it was fun. but it hurts now. and its all in my head. haha ahh crap. i dont want to be summer of 2002 matt. please. dont make me go back. i want to be happy. happy happy happy happy. no sad. sad is bad. get away from me sad. ahh damn. it's here. sad.
not to go into detail.
but-but i want to.
but not here.
not now.
sad is bad.
make my sad go away.
crycrycry
matt
ps. im too nice for my own good. "no more second chances" there's nothing left.
things are falling apart. shittt. after being on a constant high for the past year and a half things are starting to slow down and fall apart in what seems like every aspect of my life. (drama queen anyone?)
ahh shit.
oh well, chances for new beginnings.
im worried and confused and paranoid. and need to be reassured. but i wont be. and it's gonna suck because im gonna make a scene. grreat.
well it was fun. but it hurts now. and its all in my head. haha ahh crap. i dont want to be summer of 2002 matt. please. dont make me go back. i want to be happy. happy happy happy happy. no sad. sad is bad. get away from me sad. ahh damn. it's here. sad.
not to go into detail.
but-but i want to.
but not here.
not now.
sad is bad.
make my sad go away.
crycrycry
matt
ps. im too nice for my own good. "no more second chances" there's nothing left.