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Sometimes i find it easier to keep everything to myself because at least i understand the method to my madness. Contradicting my previous statement... I kinda miss writing in this thing. At least if i write something, i can look back at what was happening at this point in my life.
I feel so out of place with most of my friends... Most have become acquaintances... Some have kids now (or will have kids in the near future) and that's all fine and dandy... But don't stick your nose up at me and pretend like you're superior.
On another note... I am seriously contemplating joining either the coast guard, or some other branch of the military... Because quite frankly... i need to get the fuck out of this town.. and away from most of my family... At least for a little bit. And the fact that i can just save money while i'm away.. and have free dental, vision, and health insurance... yeaaa... sounds pretty damn good to me. Because at the rate i'm going now... I will never be able to financially raise a child. Plus it'll give me money towards finishing whatever schooling i need. I just need some sort of direction. Plus i can't stand the fact that i'm 23 and still live at home... Even though most my age still do.. But still....
Other shit that has been on my mind:
Always being broke- Yea it sucks huge amounts of ass
My dad telling me to pretend like he doesn't exist- Yea... real nice dad... And then he sees my mom last week, and tells her "If you hear from Krystina... tell her to give me a call" WTF is the matter with him? I just don't get it.. and probably never will. lol
The fact that i have absolutely no privacy- Yea... i know i live under your roof and all, but that doesn't give you the right to open my mail, and then interrogate me about what you find. And then tell me that my mail is your business... Because i'm pretty sure if it was your business, it would have your name on it too.
I feel so out of place with most of my friends... Most have become acquaintances... Some have kids now (or will have kids in the near future) and that's all fine and dandy... But don't stick your nose up at me and pretend like you're superior.
On another note... I am seriously contemplating joining either the coast guard, or some other branch of the military... Because quite frankly... i need to get the fuck out of this town.. and away from most of my family... At least for a little bit. And the fact that i can just save money while i'm away.. and have free dental, vision, and health insurance... yeaaa... sounds pretty damn good to me. Because at the rate i'm going now... I will never be able to financially raise a child. Plus it'll give me money towards finishing whatever schooling i need. I just need some sort of direction. Plus i can't stand the fact that i'm 23 and still live at home... Even though most my age still do.. But still....
Other shit that has been on my mind:
Always being broke- Yea it sucks huge amounts of ass
My dad telling me to pretend like he doesn't exist- Yea... real nice dad... And then he sees my mom last week, and tells her "If you hear from Krystina... tell her to give me a call" WTF is the matter with him? I just don't get it.. and probably never will. lol
The fact that i have absolutely no privacy- Yea... i know i live under your roof and all, but that doesn't give you the right to open my mail, and then interrogate me about what you find. And then tell me that my mail is your business... Because i'm pretty sure if it was your business, it would have your name on it too.