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soooo yea....
i'm not gonna lie, this sucks...
everyone has their head up somebody's ass.....
i felt so ridiculously alone tonight... fuck the sex olympics.....
i don't feel like things are gonna get better .... i hope they do, but i doubt it.
.... i can't even voice myself without making stuff worse. my eyes are burning... i feel like shit...
as much as i want to go over there, at the same time i don't.
yes... i may have been the one to be ridiculous this time, but you know for god damn sure that you weren't a damn angel. i feel like i am constantly dealing with a grump. always putting me down for stuff that is your problem. and i don't know if i am really up to always feeling like shit when you are.
and i said you DID'NT HAVE TO COME with me to the gas station, but you gave me that attitude like you had to come with me, which pissed me off....
i could have gone home and neglected the fact that you needed your bag... but i decided to drop it off to you asap b/c i thought it was necessary.
but that doesn't matter.....obviously.....
if i am not around tomorrow.... don't even bother.... i tried....
-Krystina
and i hate the hypocritical attitudes of everyone lately.... go fly a kite
events of the day:
-went to kfc with jackie and ran out of gas
- saw harry... he pulled into my driveway and talked for a little bit
- p town
- pizza hut
- drank a little
- drove home in the pouring rain... jackie almost killed us
- here
i'm not gonna lie, this sucks...
everyone has their head up somebody's ass.....
i felt so ridiculously alone tonight... fuck the sex olympics.....
i don't feel like things are gonna get better .... i hope they do, but i doubt it.
.... i can't even voice myself without making stuff worse. my eyes are burning... i feel like shit...
as much as i want to go over there, at the same time i don't.
yes... i may have been the one to be ridiculous this time, but you know for god damn sure that you weren't a damn angel. i feel like i am constantly dealing with a grump. always putting me down for stuff that is your problem. and i don't know if i am really up to always feeling like shit when you are.
and i said you DID'NT HAVE TO COME with me to the gas station, but you gave me that attitude like you had to come with me, which pissed me off....
i could have gone home and neglected the fact that you needed your bag... but i decided to drop it off to you asap b/c i thought it was necessary.
but that doesn't matter.....obviously.....
if i am not around tomorrow.... don't even bother.... i tried....
-Krystina
and i hate the hypocritical attitudes of everyone lately.... go fly a kite
events of the day:
-went to kfc with jackie and ran out of gas
- saw harry... he pulled into my driveway and talked for a little bit
- p town
- pizza hut
- drank a little
- drove home in the pouring rain... jackie almost killed us
- here