I am not ok

Sep 14, 2005 17:32

I am not ok,
My heart feels like it has been torn out of my chest.
I can't do this anymore, I want to be with him. I can't do this.
the only way I am ok is if I can come home to him.
I want my old life back, I want Danny back.
I am not ok,
I thought about it all.
I looked at the pictures,
and then I felt it in my gut.
It will only hurt more, get wosers.

why wasn't I there?
What THE FUCK IS WRONGE WITH ME!
It's my fault.

whats wose is I hurt him,
I hate myself,
FUCK FREEDOM - I want to be with him.
I don't care about freedom of college.

I am happy that I am seeing sam this weekend, we can be there for each other.

Life is fucking worthless with out him...
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