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I'm feeling very scattered. I think I need to go through a mini-purge, try to streamline, organize, alleviate some of the clutter.
Last night Leanne and I didn't have much to actually work on, so I was showing her clips meant for the next album, and she was confused.
To paraphrase:
"I thought you wanted to be edgy and aggressive?"
*wince*
She was right. Most of the clips I've been tossing around totally don't fit into what I'm going for. I'll have to set many aside, for some other project or something, I don't know. The ones I hold on to I'm going to have to redirect. I don't know how to write the music I want to be writing (or any, for that matter), and my blind stumbling seems to be going further down the wrong path.
Which is part of why I rattled Josh/J2/OUAI's cage today. Time for new Div.2 maybe?
As much music as I have going on, I'm not very focused on it. Sometimes I feel like that's all that's missing, time and clarity to just sit down and tackle it with some idea of what I want and what I'm doing.
I never have that clarity.
Last night Leanne and I didn't have much to actually work on, so I was showing her clips meant for the next album, and she was confused.
To paraphrase:
"I thought you wanted to be edgy and aggressive?"
*wince*
She was right. Most of the clips I've been tossing around totally don't fit into what I'm going for. I'll have to set many aside, for some other project or something, I don't know. The ones I hold on to I'm going to have to redirect. I don't know how to write the music I want to be writing (or any, for that matter), and my blind stumbling seems to be going further down the wrong path.
Which is part of why I rattled Josh/J2/OUAI's cage today. Time for new Div.2 maybe?
As much music as I have going on, I'm not very focused on it. Sometimes I feel like that's all that's missing, time and clarity to just sit down and tackle it with some idea of what I want and what I'm doing.
I never have that clarity.