When we dream, we can do anything. When we close our eyes, we can be anything.
Still changing. My god. Its like I'm a totally different person. I hear my voice and i don't know who it is. I"m singing in the shower and i actually sound okay lol. I picked up my guitar today and i coudl play it and it didn't make me sad or upset.
I went to that concert last night? oh geeze. You know, I've seen alot of good bands, but the first two that played (pre-paid postage and obediah) i was so HAPPY! I jumped. Me. thats right. And I played pool with this really awesome guy named Matt who just got out of a 12 year prison sentence. I thought he was the most incredible guy I'd ever met until this morning. I went to my friend sarah in perry's church and this guy stood up and talked about what happened to him. just got out of 30 years in prison. Was on death row. Had a dream and a bunch of other stuff happened, he changed everything and became a chirstian and he... ah... man... Like, it was so incredible, his story, and so sad that I was crying at about 5 different points while he was telling me about it. I kep thinking "oh you are better now no more tears its all good" and then 5 minutes later i'd have tears flowing down my cheeks so fast i couldn't whipe them off fast enough. I had a dream about eric last night. But it wasn't just a dream, it was one of those that meant something. I"m not going to talk about it but yeah....
I don't know if I'll remember all that has happened to me over the last two days, but I do know that i needed it.
Johann, you are gonna think I'm crazy along with anyone else i end up telling but i want to talk to you about something that I've had alot of ephiphanies about. Not today, maybe not tomorrow, but soon. Okay? '
Hey eric? I don't know if you read this anymore but i still wnat to hear from you once in a while you know? So if you want to talk to me, I'm gonna let you make the move because I don't want to call when i shouldnt or something. Or if you don't want me to.
But here I am. Happy. Even the things i was thinking about two days ago have left. Ido'nt know that any of you coudl understand the things that I want right now. man. I feel like i want to burst and tell you but i don't know if it would matter.
I have so much more to say, but i have to work tonight so I'm going to shower now. I love you all.
I went to that concert last night? oh geeze. You know, I've seen alot of good bands, but the first two that played (pre-paid postage and obediah) i was so HAPPY! I jumped. Me. thats right. And I played pool with this really awesome guy named Matt who just got out of a 12 year prison sentence. I thought he was the most incredible guy I'd ever met until this morning. I went to my friend sarah in perry's church and this guy stood up and talked about what happened to him. just got out of 30 years in prison. Was on death row. Had a dream and a bunch of other stuff happened, he changed everything and became a chirstian and he... ah... man... Like, it was so incredible, his story, and so sad that I was crying at about 5 different points while he was telling me about it. I kep thinking "oh you are better now no more tears its all good" and then 5 minutes later i'd have tears flowing down my cheeks so fast i couldn't whipe them off fast enough. I had a dream about eric last night. But it wasn't just a dream, it was one of those that meant something. I"m not going to talk about it but yeah....
I don't know if I'll remember all that has happened to me over the last two days, but I do know that i needed it.
Johann, you are gonna think I'm crazy along with anyone else i end up telling but i want to talk to you about something that I've had alot of ephiphanies about. Not today, maybe not tomorrow, but soon. Okay? '
Hey eric? I don't know if you read this anymore but i still wnat to hear from you once in a while you know? So if you want to talk to me, I'm gonna let you make the move because I don't want to call when i shouldnt or something. Or if you don't want me to.
But here I am. Happy. Even the things i was thinking about two days ago have left. Ido'nt know that any of you coudl understand the things that I want right now. man. I feel like i want to burst and tell you but i don't know if it would matter.
I have so much more to say, but i have to work tonight so I'm going to shower now. I love you all.