May 08, 2004 20:20
today I spent all day going through my stuff at the apartment . .I thought it would take a quick hour if that to sit and go through what I want . . How am I to get rid of anything if all I find are memories from better times . . I came across things I haven't seen in years . . I read letters and note from the past . . I also found things from past loves and friends who ment so much to me . . an soon I will look back in my memory box and find things from here . . things from movies and shows and other events that I spent with the ones I love . . it's alittle bit funny this feeling inside . . this feling of nothing and everything all at the same time . .