Muh..
Uh.. so I had did some thinking and I wish that sometimes I could just stop time and live in a moment forever. I came to relize that I haven't really been happy in a long time and now I have a chance to be but I am afriad to take it just because I hate to be un-happy. But not like it really matters though. I would just end up having to move on because something else in my life would make things change. just dont see why I cant just be happy. I mean why does that happen ? Why does life throw nasty curves like that?