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[tribalstar]

i guess nobody really reds this any more
good.
ive been missing my nephew something fierce over this past week
his daddy got married this weekend
and there was saddness looming the whole day
their son should have been there holding the pillow that the rings sat on.
but he was, not in person, i had a feeling all day that he was there in spirit.
i think i was the only one who didnt cry during the ceremony.
i dunno why.
i was happy.
but ive always considered trisha my sister.
its just official now.
im glad my brother joined the army
it will get him away from all the saddness that still overtakes our home
but i cant help but be nervous
ive never been far away from him
and im going to miss both of them so much when hes stationed.
but i have chris to lean on when i get sad
so it makes it a bit easier to say goodbye.