no way out
about time i updated this thing. ugh..anyways. as for now, i dont think things are going that good. my 2 old friends starr and diana say i took advantage of them cause they introduced me to a bunch of people and i havnt been hanging around them for a while. oh the drama. its annoying as fuck but yeah whatever im not gunna make a big deal out of something so FUCKING stupid as that! i dont know whats wrong with me..ive been thinking about doing wierd things..nothing to do with sex. its about killing. its hard to explain. i just wanna rip sometimes over play with their insides..and or rip them open from there backs staight down and rip out someones ribs...ahhhh *day dreams*. shit like that..i find it amusing. i almost had an orgasm looking at a picture of it. i want to kill someone..almost anyone! people are like viruses! oh well. im sorta pissed off cause someone i thought loved me, loves a bunch of other girls so FUCK HIM! im not gunna fucking bother with him anymore. we have had out ups and downs but this is enough. hes gotta make up his fucking mind. we didnt go out, but he has so make up his mind! if someones gunna love me in that way, i want him him and ONLY him! noone else! oh well..I wanna go to the static-x concert, its in 3 days..FUCK! but i dont think i have enough money...ugh. whatever. i needed this outta my system cause my best friend is too busy fucking her bf..i think. something like that. whatever. im you people. i just want you throw some of you into a sea of razorblades and salt..oooh. well.i have a few exceptions but yeah, whatever. you should feel fucking HONORED if i give a fuck about you. PEOPLE=SHIT!