Nov 28, 2004 17:39
Why does it seem like at this very farggin moment the whole world is against me? I've been working my hardest on everything and that just doesn't seem to be enough. I'm stressed out, annoyed with myself for not pushing harder, and agitated that people continuously get in my way.
It seemed to get better since I've met Brandon but now it seems as if even life is trying to take him away from me. It's my last day of break and I don't even get to see him because first his sister kidnaps him and takes him to the mall then she comes over and borrows the computer for like forever. Then later on tonight Casey is coming over to his house so he said he'd be on for a bit but is that really long enough? I have to go to class tomorrow and I won't see him then either until maybe when I get home.
I'm really trying to be a good girlfriend and not be clingy..I'm trying to be understanding and patient...but....
Two days without Brandon make Misty crazy!!!!!!!!!!!
Breaks down into tears.