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I find singing about beer at work helps me get though my day. I have also compared myself to a mullet today. Conservative at work and party on the weekends. However, the weekends have been....ummm....well....less then eventful. It's like I want to go go and explore and have adventures and good times. But there is really no desire to go anywhere I have gone before. Odd, due to the fact spring should be arriving anytime now.....
anytime
just hold on a minute....
Well, anyways... I bought a new car this week and got my last wisdom tooth pulled. All pretty much at the same time. After two days the tranny went but it is under FULL warranty. So, I have my old car back for the weekend...yay. The meds they told me to take was making me sicker then I was with the tooth.
Now I am drinking a beer and tiring to relax while thinking about how I have no real life anymore outside of work. I miss being single... I had freedom once. Not that I can't do what I like when I want but it all seems to lack some meaning; when you go it alone even though you have "someone". The boy and the roommates are going to some show tomm and I can't go due to lack of funds. So, they are going without me. Why should this bother me? It's not like I would want to go otherwise. Not to mention it is ST PATRICKS DAY....
I have finally achieved some kind of "success". But, I feel more alone now then when I was broke, homeless and aimless.
At least the boy was good enough to make sure I had beer for when I got home. I am also reading a book on Buddhism. I like it but sometimes it makes my head spin. I live my life very similar to those beliefs but not with "hardcore" discipline.
anytime
just hold on a minute....
Well, anyways... I bought a new car this week and got my last wisdom tooth pulled. All pretty much at the same time. After two days the tranny went but it is under FULL warranty. So, I have my old car back for the weekend...yay. The meds they told me to take was making me sicker then I was with the tooth.
Now I am drinking a beer and tiring to relax while thinking about how I have no real life anymore outside of work. I miss being single... I had freedom once. Not that I can't do what I like when I want but it all seems to lack some meaning; when you go it alone even though you have "someone". The boy and the roommates are going to some show tomm and I can't go due to lack of funds. So, they are going without me. Why should this bother me? It's not like I would want to go otherwise. Not to mention it is ST PATRICKS DAY....
I have finally achieved some kind of "success". But, I feel more alone now then when I was broke, homeless and aimless.
At least the boy was good enough to make sure I had beer for when I got home. I am also reading a book on Buddhism. I like it but sometimes it makes my head spin. I live my life very similar to those beliefs but not with "hardcore" discipline.