25 sleeps to go....
25 sleeps to go. So much to arrange, and dream about.
In the last few days I've been madly chatting to Sienna from Cairns about joining in on the USA trip, with our teacher's announcement she wont be landing here in July next year it threw our training schedule out the window....so looks like I wont be the only Aussie lighting up the streets of Clatskanie...which is awesome. I adore Sienna to bits and it'll be great to have my tribal sister there, having shared already so much of our journey together :)
I've still got heaps of things to organise, upcoming performances for the troupe and Sydney stuff to finalise. And promoting the new classes which kick off in just over a week....and getting my stuff finalised to get ready to go to court on my return if needed....Adrians been an ass. He actually had to make a claim on the car, and to keep me from getting any cash from damage (to a car that I actually OWN half of) he went and removed my name from the policy. i also had the joy of being contacted by a "friend" of ours who used to be one of my neighbours, rang up last week and tactfully tried to find out what I'm earning....so strange and unnerving. I'm very much the upfront kind of person and that kind of behaviour doesnt sit well with me, so I see very clearly where this dude's loyalties lie. I guess war has its casualties doesnt it
In love though....things are trucking along. Each minute I spend with Vaughn is bliss....am looking forward to meeting his family, seeing that other side of him come alive. Had a great time with his beautiful little girl yesterday, while he had to sort out shed construction in the backyard. Its interesting to introduce new words to a little girl who's only had one word thus far really for interracting with adults eg mummy. Sent her home with Dee and Daddy, and a lady beetle necklace and hairclips. So cute. yes I'm evil.
Hung out with a friend yesterday whos engrossed in the strings of a bad relationship, and while a bit of distance gives me the chance to see things clearly, for her its not the same...and my heart went out to see the anxiety, the panic, and just the dismay. Over wine and crackers this "ex/on again" whatever he is, rang her 6 times!!! And to see her....trying so hard to help him, to fix him, and not understand that whole - he needs to fix himself, and sometimes that may not be the result. I mean even Vaughn has some issues and I'd love nothing more than to grab a hold of my steer and take charge and clean up what i could...but that wouldnt help him. It wouldnt help me either...and it's very hard when you're used to that behaviour, to sit back and wait for it to happen. I dont know where we get in that habit, maybe we're so used to being impatient or wanting to make things spot on....
anyway. went to the farmers markets yesterday. look what I got given by the handsome man :)
In the last few days I've been madly chatting to Sienna from Cairns about joining in on the USA trip, with our teacher's announcement she wont be landing here in July next year it threw our training schedule out the window....so looks like I wont be the only Aussie lighting up the streets of Clatskanie...which is awesome. I adore Sienna to bits and it'll be great to have my tribal sister there, having shared already so much of our journey together :)
I've still got heaps of things to organise, upcoming performances for the troupe and Sydney stuff to finalise. And promoting the new classes which kick off in just over a week....and getting my stuff finalised to get ready to go to court on my return if needed....Adrians been an ass. He actually had to make a claim on the car, and to keep me from getting any cash from damage (to a car that I actually OWN half of) he went and removed my name from the policy. i also had the joy of being contacted by a "friend" of ours who used to be one of my neighbours, rang up last week and tactfully tried to find out what I'm earning....so strange and unnerving. I'm very much the upfront kind of person and that kind of behaviour doesnt sit well with me, so I see very clearly where this dude's loyalties lie. I guess war has its casualties doesnt it
In love though....things are trucking along. Each minute I spend with Vaughn is bliss....am looking forward to meeting his family, seeing that other side of him come alive. Had a great time with his beautiful little girl yesterday, while he had to sort out shed construction in the backyard. Its interesting to introduce new words to a little girl who's only had one word thus far really for interracting with adults eg mummy. Sent her home with Dee and Daddy, and a lady beetle necklace and hairclips. So cute. yes I'm evil.
Hung out with a friend yesterday whos engrossed in the strings of a bad relationship, and while a bit of distance gives me the chance to see things clearly, for her its not the same...and my heart went out to see the anxiety, the panic, and just the dismay. Over wine and crackers this "ex/on again" whatever he is, rang her 6 times!!! And to see her....trying so hard to help him, to fix him, and not understand that whole - he needs to fix himself, and sometimes that may not be the result. I mean even Vaughn has some issues and I'd love nothing more than to grab a hold of my steer and take charge and clean up what i could...but that wouldnt help him. It wouldnt help me either...and it's very hard when you're used to that behaviour, to sit back and wait for it to happen. I dont know where we get in that habit, maybe we're so used to being impatient or wanting to make things spot on....
anyway. went to the farmers markets yesterday. look what I got given by the handsome man :)