when pasts interfer with the present
If it's space you need, fine. I already told you that. Although due to the past I have concerns. Personally and in personal in times like this I've seen reckless behavior, unnecessary reckless behavior. no matter how far you run or what you may use to push the hurt away, it will still be there. When someone has as much love for another human being the care and concern is a bit overwhelming, I know you are a big girl, I am a big boy to I always said but that has never made me invisible, we all have weaknesses. They've been but out right past and future. If I was to say this is easy, it would be a lie. If I was to say I dont cry and miss you, that is a lie. The simplicity of something can mean so much, as to taking a bath and the memory of you filling me a bubble bath, you letting me know I will be alright. I guess I am suppose to learn, which I could use some self reliance, although I dont need to be put through a little more then I need to be put through. When, I am nursing myself, and my fucked up ankle, I feel helpless. I made it through the day though, not with out some thought of you though. The pain will reside in my heart for a many years to come. It isn't only just not having you it's not having the dreams I was trying to fufill in the last couple of years. I worry, I worry about the choices that you make also the ones I make for myself. Ol' bad habits are like skeletons in the closet, I just hope they don't get dusted off.
"I've got wild staring eyes.
And I've got a strong urge to fly.
But I got nowhere to fly to.
Ooooh, Babe when I pick up the phone
"Surprise, surprise, surprise..."
There's still nobody home."
"I've got wild staring eyes.
And I've got a strong urge to fly.
But I got nowhere to fly to.
Ooooh, Babe when I pick up the phone
"Surprise, surprise, surprise..."
There's still nobody home."