Is having friends bad?

Aug 18, 2008 23:15

So, mom calls...I'm with friends...she hears that there are people in the house and asks me about it...I say yes there are people around me...getting caught about being with friends felt like I had been caught doing something bad. I felt guilt and still do. Why?
- No one in my family had or has that many friends outside of family members
- My family always looked at my friends with slightly negative feelings
- I feel guilty for being happy and having friends when they don't and aren't happy

But I know that I shouldn't feel guilty. I didn't stop them from having friends. In fact, I always encourage my mom to make friends. I didn't do anything wrong, so I shouldn't feel guilty. But the heart doesn't always go along with the brain, does it? Still I'll work on it...

In other news, the friends that mom heard was the S&B crowd and I had a lot of fun and neeuqdrazil made and gave us all wonderful peach crumble...very yummy!

I need to update about lots of other stuff too, but I think I'll leave that for tomorrow.

family, life, friends

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