May 01, 2009 12:23
I just did the hardest thing ever
I turned down a part
I have never ever turned down a part EVER!!!
I was offered a wife/Mrs pontifer in joseph
and I said no....I can't believe I said no!
I only really wanted the narrator and wasn't given a chance at it
that was fine I had a bad audition.
But I didn't think I would be able to say no, I was actually offered more than a part
in fact I had to call her back to work up the gumption.
And I felt like shit doing it which made me start to ramble
I get nervous and then always start to explain things to people
even when it is not needed,
why couldn't I sound professional and say
thank you for the oppurtunity
but I need to say no
I should have written that down and read it off...sigh
I am proud of myself and a little sad..