[[Incomplete]] Karasu and Angeal Mini log
Who: Karasu and Angeal
Where: Angeal's room
When: Last night, Thursday, July 9th
Summary: Conversation, dangerous flirting. Just a mini log.
Rating: PG-13
Karasu: -drapes over- Injured...? -nuzzles ear- I smell blood.
Angeal: ::puts a hand on his chest and gently presses back. Space.:: A building did fall on me, you know.
Karasu: ...You were...there? -eyes rake over, calculating, contemplating, danger flaring in those eyes-
Angeal: Yes.
Karasu: ...I see. -quiet for a moment, swallowing, not liking this information one bit-
Angeal: I only got a couple of bruises. No one was badly hurt.
Karasu: Someone...dropped a building on you. -strokes cheek- Don't worry Dove. I'll slaughter them
Angeal: As lovely as it is to have a knight in shining armour, Karasu, I'm going to turn that down.
Karasu: ...I am no knight. -sullen at being denied :< turns away- Fine. As you wish.
Angeal: ::sighs and puts an arm around his waist, tugging him back in:: I'm not badly hurt.
Karasu: ....-sighs softly, closing his eyes, hand rising to pet Angeal's neck-
Angeal: You jump the gun too much, Karasu.
Karasu: So I'm impulsive.
Angeal: Putting it mildly, hm?
Karasu: I suppose... -snorts softly, glancing up at-
Angeal: You weren't affected at all by it? Or Nero?
Karasu: ...No. We were at home all day. Neither he or I are injured... -stroking cheek absently-
Angeal: Good. I'm glad. ::He absently leans in to the touch:: It wasmostly dumb luck that no one was actually hurt.
Karasu: -continues gently raking his nails over his cheek and jaw- Dumb luck indeed. You all could have had...much worse happen.
Angeal: I know. That said, we need to rebuild...
Angeal: ::moves head away from touches, looking up at him:: I spoke to Zack, too.
Karasu: -goes still- ...Oh?
Angeal: I had to convince him that he didn't kill me. Someone said that he had. ::he looks at him:: Do you know anything about that?
Karasu: He killed you? -stiffens, gazing at-
Angeal: No.I killed myself. ::He sighs, ansently running his fingers up and down Karasu's back:: It's very... complicated.
Karasu: -a faint shudder, wings ruffling- I see...
Angeal: I didn't think it had been you...
Karasu: It wasn't...only someone from...your world likely would have known of that.
Angeal: Mm. Sephiroth, probably. And there's a discussion I won't relish.
Karasu: -snorts, burrowing his face under Angeal's chin- Certianly not.
Angeal: You're awfully tactile today. ::curls hand around his shoulder::
Karasu: I like touching. But...if you don't want me to... -chuckles softly, slyly-
Angeal: If I minded I'd've let you know.
Karasu: -turns head, tongue flickering over the pulse of his throat- Mmm...I don't doubt that. But you're being so docile...perhaps you don't mind at all.
Karasu: I'm not sure what it is about you...but, well... -nips gently, winding an arm about. Possessive.-
Karasu: ... -pauses, gazing up at curiously, almost warily, not loosening his grip- ...Dove.
Angeal: ... We need to talk about this.
Karasu: ...Talk. -sighs, grip finally relaxing, hand dropping to his side- As you wish.
Angeal: ::this is uncomfortable. He doesn't know how to begin, but eventually settles.:: "Why did you kiss me?"
Karasu: ...Because.
Angeal: Because... why? Was it a test of something?
Karasu: Yes...you can say that. -looks away, thoughtfully- I had thought...perhaps if I kissed you it would prove nothing and...I could go back to treating you as I always have.
Angeal: Like what? ::He tilts his head, not taking his eyes off of Karasu:: What's changed?
Karasu: -fidgets, not able to readily describe the feeling he doesn't immediately recognize. Or worse, fears mentioning, settling finally for- I want to kiss you again...
Angeal: ::He's not sure how to take that. He looks at him for a long moment, before he comes to something in himself. He leans down and kisses him, just lips on lips.::
Karasu: -Despite his nature and the urges, he kept the kiss chaste, lips pressed gently to Angeal's, leaning closer but not against him, eyes never fully closing, eying Angeal thoughtfully-
Angeal: ::He wants to deepen it, and the way he very carefully, and very deliberately places his hands on Karasu's upper arms should show that -- it's too controlled. His eyes, however, do close, and he lingers longer than he feels he possibly should.::
Karasu: -slowly, several of Angeal's heartbeats having passed (as Karasu's beat far slower than Angeal's), those lips part, tongue very gingerly trailing over Angeal's lips, hands drifting up to rest on his chest, fanning outwards-
Angeal: ::That little touch was almost too much. Angeal opened his own lips, tilting his head, his grip tightening on his arms.::
Karasu: -A faint shudder coursed through him before he was kissing him deeper, but ever with that carefully controlled gentleness, no matter how hard it was, fingers tightening slowly against his chest-
Angeal: ::Whatever cool he has was broken, and he was kissing Karasu passionately, pulling him flush against him. Why that had happened a second time was anyone's guess, from feeling lonely to always having been at least mildly intoxicated by Karasu - but it didn't matter.::
Karasu: -Lips fell open against Angeal's, a soft moan working it's way past his lips before he was returning that kiss, just as eagerly. Lonely, tempted, he didn't care. Angeal was his, in his mind, and wanted him back. Why else would he be kissing him, after all? Hauled closer, Karasu deliberately arched against him, hungry for a reaction-
Angeal: :;If there'd been a wall close by, Karasu would have been shoved against it. He ground back against Karasu, hands going to his hair and lips leaving his, latching on at his neck and sucking, kissing, even biting there.::
Karasu: -He gasped, raggedly at the lips nipping at his neck, a soft laugh of pleasure leaving his lips in a soft pant. Grinding, back and forth he began to push Angeal backwards, intent on edging him against a wall. Those white hands flew upwards, latching about his neck, head following to nip sharply at Angeal's shoulder in kind. He too could play that game. Gladly.-
Angeal: ::It was a bad place to stop, but that nip made him pull himself back together. He broke away, panting for breath, not taking his hands from Karasu,trying to catch his eyes.::
Karasu: -He paused in his movements, having to come up for air himself, panting heavily as he met those eyes, lips parting in a hungry smile- Well... -he breathed softly- Well...
Angeal: ::He nodded.:: Well.
Karasu: Not so bad...
Angeal: Yes. Not bad. ::He moved his hands to his shoulders again.:: But not too fast.
Karasu: Not too fast... -a sly smile, eyes half closing, murmuring- I'll be gentle...just for you...
Angeal: ::He can't help but laugh a little, shaking his head.:: I didn't mean it like that.
Karasu: I know -Something different, a teasing smirk lacking the normal cocky edge-
Angeal: Good.
Karasu: So...where does this leave us...I wonder?
Angeal: ::he licks his lips, unconscious of the action.:: We'll see. You have to understand that this is... difficult.
Karasu: -nudges Angeal back towards the bed to sit down- It is.
Angeal: ::He sits down easily enough:: No, I suppose it can;t be all that clear for you either.
Karasu: -he leans over him, straddling his leg, not attempting otherwise to entice him, merely forcing closeness where Angeal may or may not want it, the concept of space lost on him more often than not.- You are confused...
Angeal: ::A flicker of annoyance crosses his face at the contact, but he lets it go.:: Yes. A little.
Karasu: ...I won't force you, you know. -laughably, rising a moment later to turn towards the window-
Angeal: ::he sighs.:: I know that.
Karasu: ... -he's confused once more, wrapping his arms about himself, peering outside- ...I do not understand it either.
Angeal: This is all... unnecessary. I'm sorry.
Karasu: ... -stiffens, not glancing back at-
Angeal: I feel like I'm leading you on. Just know that I'm not. I'm being serious when I say we should see.
Karasu: ... - he sighs, turning to face, leaning against the window, staring at thoughtfully- Did the dream disgust you...? Or did you find it disturbing? You seem to like my touch...like touching me. -clamps his mouth shut, tilting his head upwards- You have time. I have time. I have all the time in this world and the next.
Angeal: I won't lie to you, Karasu. I was worried when I saw it. Very. But, and I can't lie again, it didn't disgust me. And I do like... you. But it's just... awkward. It's hard for me to forget what you did to Genesis.
Karasu: I do not expect you to forget. I will not. But I want you...and I won't harm you...
Angeal: The last time we spoke before I left, I said I didn't want to hear from you again. That's not the case now, but... ::he sighs:: It's awkward to move from there.
Karasu: I remember... -there's a very faint trace of worry in his voice, there and gone- I remember when you returned...
Angeal: I thought that would easier.
Karasu: It wasn't.
Angeal: ... it was that bad?
Karasu: You ignored me. -worse than yelling or being angry-
Angeal: You did murder my lover. ::He sighs:: Not that he particularly cared.
Karasu: ...He lost what you and I both treasured, Angeal. He lost his fire. Whether that was partially my doing or not...
Angeal: I didn't 'treasure' just one part of him. It wasn't easy to let him go, even if it was for the best, even if I was angry, even if he wasn't... Genesis. I loved him, even when he was... doing everything he did.
Karasu: He was lucky.
Angeal: Hm.
Karasu: ...Shall I take my leave, Angeal...?
Angeal: You can stay. I don't mind.
Karasu: I have wondered... -clamps lips shut, turning back to the window-
Angeal: Wondered...?
Karasu: How different things may have been...had I not died. Had my pride not gotten the best of me and... -chuckles softly- had I never attempted to fight back.
Angeal: I wonder that sometimes, too.
Karasu: Tell me...What would you have done...if everyone who attempted to get close to you was murdered before your eyes. Over...and over...new faces, the same fate.
Angeal: ... I can't honestly say.
Karasu: Fifty years...does not seem so long to a demon. But it was.
Angeal: Fifty years?
Karasu: Of that.
Angeal: ... Karasu.
Karasu: What?
Angeal: ... do you want to sleep in with me, tonight?
Karasu: -startled- ... -eyes his bed- I....would like that.
Angeal: All right then.
Where: Angeal's room
When: Last night, Thursday, July 9th
Summary: Conversation, dangerous flirting. Just a mini log.
Rating: PG-13
Karasu: -drapes over- Injured...? -nuzzles ear- I smell blood.
Angeal: ::puts a hand on his chest and gently presses back. Space.:: A building did fall on me, you know.
Karasu: ...You were...there? -eyes rake over, calculating, contemplating, danger flaring in those eyes-
Angeal: Yes.
Karasu: ...I see. -quiet for a moment, swallowing, not liking this information one bit-
Angeal: I only got a couple of bruises. No one was badly hurt.
Karasu: Someone...dropped a building on you. -strokes cheek- Don't worry Dove. I'll slaughter them
Angeal: As lovely as it is to have a knight in shining armour, Karasu, I'm going to turn that down.
Karasu: ...I am no knight. -sullen at being denied :< turns away- Fine. As you wish.
Angeal: ::sighs and puts an arm around his waist, tugging him back in:: I'm not badly hurt.
Karasu: ....-sighs softly, closing his eyes, hand rising to pet Angeal's neck-
Angeal: You jump the gun too much, Karasu.
Karasu: So I'm impulsive.
Angeal: Putting it mildly, hm?
Karasu: I suppose... -snorts softly, glancing up at-
Angeal: You weren't affected at all by it? Or Nero?
Karasu: ...No. We were at home all day. Neither he or I are injured... -stroking cheek absently-
Angeal: Good. I'm glad. ::He absently leans in to the touch:: It wasmostly dumb luck that no one was actually hurt.
Karasu: -continues gently raking his nails over his cheek and jaw- Dumb luck indeed. You all could have had...much worse happen.
Angeal: I know. That said, we need to rebuild...
Angeal: ::moves head away from touches, looking up at him:: I spoke to Zack, too.
Karasu: -goes still- ...Oh?
Angeal: I had to convince him that he didn't kill me. Someone said that he had. ::he looks at him:: Do you know anything about that?
Karasu: He killed you? -stiffens, gazing at-
Angeal: No.I killed myself. ::He sighs, ansently running his fingers up and down Karasu's back:: It's very... complicated.
Karasu: -a faint shudder, wings ruffling- I see...
Angeal: I didn't think it had been you...
Karasu: It wasn't...only someone from...your world likely would have known of that.
Angeal: Mm. Sephiroth, probably. And there's a discussion I won't relish.
Karasu: -snorts, burrowing his face under Angeal's chin- Certianly not.
Angeal: You're awfully tactile today. ::curls hand around his shoulder::
Karasu: I like touching. But...if you don't want me to... -chuckles softly, slyly-
Angeal: If I minded I'd've let you know.
Karasu: -turns head, tongue flickering over the pulse of his throat- Mmm...I don't doubt that. But you're being so docile...perhaps you don't mind at all.
Karasu: I'm not sure what it is about you...but, well... -nips gently, winding an arm about. Possessive.-
Karasu: ... -pauses, gazing up at curiously, almost warily, not loosening his grip- ...Dove.
Angeal: ... We need to talk about this.
Karasu: ...Talk. -sighs, grip finally relaxing, hand dropping to his side- As you wish.
Angeal: ::this is uncomfortable. He doesn't know how to begin, but eventually settles.:: "Why did you kiss me?"
Karasu: ...Because.
Angeal: Because... why? Was it a test of something?
Karasu: Yes...you can say that. -looks away, thoughtfully- I had thought...perhaps if I kissed you it would prove nothing and...I could go back to treating you as I always have.
Angeal: Like what? ::He tilts his head, not taking his eyes off of Karasu:: What's changed?
Karasu: -fidgets, not able to readily describe the feeling he doesn't immediately recognize. Or worse, fears mentioning, settling finally for- I want to kiss you again...
Angeal: ::He's not sure how to take that. He looks at him for a long moment, before he comes to something in himself. He leans down and kisses him, just lips on lips.::
Karasu: -Despite his nature and the urges, he kept the kiss chaste, lips pressed gently to Angeal's, leaning closer but not against him, eyes never fully closing, eying Angeal thoughtfully-
Angeal: ::He wants to deepen it, and the way he very carefully, and very deliberately places his hands on Karasu's upper arms should show that -- it's too controlled. His eyes, however, do close, and he lingers longer than he feels he possibly should.::
Karasu: -slowly, several of Angeal's heartbeats having passed (as Karasu's beat far slower than Angeal's), those lips part, tongue very gingerly trailing over Angeal's lips, hands drifting up to rest on his chest, fanning outwards-
Angeal: ::That little touch was almost too much. Angeal opened his own lips, tilting his head, his grip tightening on his arms.::
Karasu: -A faint shudder coursed through him before he was kissing him deeper, but ever with that carefully controlled gentleness, no matter how hard it was, fingers tightening slowly against his chest-
Angeal: ::Whatever cool he has was broken, and he was kissing Karasu passionately, pulling him flush against him. Why that had happened a second time was anyone's guess, from feeling lonely to always having been at least mildly intoxicated by Karasu - but it didn't matter.::
Karasu: -Lips fell open against Angeal's, a soft moan working it's way past his lips before he was returning that kiss, just as eagerly. Lonely, tempted, he didn't care. Angeal was his, in his mind, and wanted him back. Why else would he be kissing him, after all? Hauled closer, Karasu deliberately arched against him, hungry for a reaction-
Angeal: :;If there'd been a wall close by, Karasu would have been shoved against it. He ground back against Karasu, hands going to his hair and lips leaving his, latching on at his neck and sucking, kissing, even biting there.::
Karasu: -He gasped, raggedly at the lips nipping at his neck, a soft laugh of pleasure leaving his lips in a soft pant. Grinding, back and forth he began to push Angeal backwards, intent on edging him against a wall. Those white hands flew upwards, latching about his neck, head following to nip sharply at Angeal's shoulder in kind. He too could play that game. Gladly.-
Angeal: ::It was a bad place to stop, but that nip made him pull himself back together. He broke away, panting for breath, not taking his hands from Karasu,trying to catch his eyes.::
Karasu: -He paused in his movements, having to come up for air himself, panting heavily as he met those eyes, lips parting in a hungry smile- Well... -he breathed softly- Well...
Angeal: ::He nodded.:: Well.
Karasu: Not so bad...
Angeal: Yes. Not bad. ::He moved his hands to his shoulders again.:: But not too fast.
Karasu: Not too fast... -a sly smile, eyes half closing, murmuring- I'll be gentle...just for you...
Angeal: ::He can't help but laugh a little, shaking his head.:: I didn't mean it like that.
Karasu: I know -Something different, a teasing smirk lacking the normal cocky edge-
Angeal: Good.
Karasu: So...where does this leave us...I wonder?
Angeal: ::he licks his lips, unconscious of the action.:: We'll see. You have to understand that this is... difficult.
Karasu: -nudges Angeal back towards the bed to sit down- It is.
Angeal: ::He sits down easily enough:: No, I suppose it can;t be all that clear for you either.
Karasu: -he leans over him, straddling his leg, not attempting otherwise to entice him, merely forcing closeness where Angeal may or may not want it, the concept of space lost on him more often than not.- You are confused...
Angeal: ::A flicker of annoyance crosses his face at the contact, but he lets it go.:: Yes. A little.
Karasu: ...I won't force you, you know. -laughably, rising a moment later to turn towards the window-
Angeal: ::he sighs.:: I know that.
Karasu: ... -he's confused once more, wrapping his arms about himself, peering outside- ...I do not understand it either.
Angeal: This is all... unnecessary. I'm sorry.
Karasu: ... -stiffens, not glancing back at-
Angeal: I feel like I'm leading you on. Just know that I'm not. I'm being serious when I say we should see.
Karasu: ... - he sighs, turning to face, leaning against the window, staring at thoughtfully- Did the dream disgust you...? Or did you find it disturbing? You seem to like my touch...like touching me. -clamps his mouth shut, tilting his head upwards- You have time. I have time. I have all the time in this world and the next.
Angeal: I won't lie to you, Karasu. I was worried when I saw it. Very. But, and I can't lie again, it didn't disgust me. And I do like... you. But it's just... awkward. It's hard for me to forget what you did to Genesis.
Karasu: I do not expect you to forget. I will not. But I want you...and I won't harm you...
Angeal: The last time we spoke before I left, I said I didn't want to hear from you again. That's not the case now, but... ::he sighs:: It's awkward to move from there.
Karasu: I remember... -there's a very faint trace of worry in his voice, there and gone- I remember when you returned...
Angeal: I thought that would easier.
Karasu: It wasn't.
Angeal: ... it was that bad?
Karasu: You ignored me. -worse than yelling or being angry-
Angeal: You did murder my lover. ::He sighs:: Not that he particularly cared.
Karasu: ...He lost what you and I both treasured, Angeal. He lost his fire. Whether that was partially my doing or not...
Angeal: I didn't 'treasure' just one part of him. It wasn't easy to let him go, even if it was for the best, even if I was angry, even if he wasn't... Genesis. I loved him, even when he was... doing everything he did.
Karasu: He was lucky.
Angeal: Hm.
Karasu: ...Shall I take my leave, Angeal...?
Angeal: You can stay. I don't mind.
Karasu: I have wondered... -clamps lips shut, turning back to the window-
Angeal: Wondered...?
Karasu: How different things may have been...had I not died. Had my pride not gotten the best of me and... -chuckles softly- had I never attempted to fight back.
Angeal: I wonder that sometimes, too.
Karasu: Tell me...What would you have done...if everyone who attempted to get close to you was murdered before your eyes. Over...and over...new faces, the same fate.
Angeal: ... I can't honestly say.
Karasu: Fifty years...does not seem so long to a demon. But it was.
Angeal: Fifty years?
Karasu: Of that.
Angeal: ... Karasu.
Karasu: What?
Angeal: ... do you want to sleep in with me, tonight?
Karasu: -startled- ... -eyes his bed- I....would like that.
Angeal: All right then.