Working State
Every day I can feel more of my mind deteriorate. It used to expand like an animal, consuming everything it saw. Now its like a snail without a shell, slowly drying up in the harsh realities of the world.
But its not all bad, to not really care was a dream I used to have, but I pictured being a machine to go along with it. A kids dream but still a nice one, Terminator 2 is a great movie.
I love skin on the pale girl, if only she didn't have a voice.
Well then, its off to work I go. To think off all those years I wasted in high school just to wind up a failure in collage. I hate how my entire well being is now relying on the success of someone elses dream. I had my own once but I can't dream anymore, in a lot of ways that almost hurts as much. But even that wouldn't be so bad if not for these damn skin burns.
But its not all bad, to not really care was a dream I used to have, but I pictured being a machine to go along with it. A kids dream but still a nice one, Terminator 2 is a great movie.
I love skin on the pale girl, if only she didn't have a voice.
Well then, its off to work I go. To think off all those years I wasted in high school just to wind up a failure in collage. I hate how my entire well being is now relying on the success of someone elses dream. I had my own once but I can't dream anymore, in a lot of ways that almost hurts as much. But even that wouldn't be so bad if not for these damn skin burns.