Day 1.. Of the starting of major depression..

[triad_baby_doll]

Well.. Today I get to drive my grandma home (omg yayayayaya ((sarcasm)) ) It sucks. First she get's on my goddamn nerves and she fucking makes me want to shoot myself whenever I'm in the same room with her and it's the same with my dad. I fucking can't wait to goto my mom's house for a month. She atleast knows how to have fun while my other side of the family have sticks up their ass. Also yesterday I drove 5 fucking hours and today is 3. I hate driving.. Espiecelly with them. I'm trying to convince my dad to let me stay home. Also my flight is in about 48 hours.. Well I'll see my brother (hahahahahahahahaha my mom made him into a queer eye! He got the bubblez haircut, brand new contacts, a whole new posh wardrobe..) Atleast He'll look good when he's a senior. But mom will try to make me look pretty and she'll be all "Juli, why the hell did you cut your hair?!?!" And I cut it over a year ago and she'll notice it's a bit short even though its already past my shoulders. Well I need to bitch at kayleigh. My dad said something behind my back and I heard it. He said, "I wish she would just live with her mom already" And I was like *gasp you mother fucker*. I swear my family hates me.. Is it because I'm not white? God.. Seriously. My dad said if I ever hook up with a black guy he'll disown me.. How fucking racist. HELLOOOOOOOO I'm part black 'ere ya idiot! My family are racists fucks because they don't even approve of my black friends.. and they also hate me because I remind them too much of my mother. Maybe that's it.. Well type type type i'll stop

Love, Love, Love!!

JuliAnna G. <--- PiMp (eek)