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Mmm, well, no one reads this anyways,
so, may as well.
if you do read it,
i honestly do not care what you think,
well, pretty much only people i give a shit about their opinions are never on here anymore.
there's this girl.
That i am...In love with
i could scream it at the top of my lungs, broadcast it to the world, and tell all the fishes under the sea that i do, and i still feel like i wouldn't have said it enough.
I remember the FIRST time i met this girl,
now, i may not remember what we talked about, but i do remember her eyes,
god, i could honestly stare into those forever.
they're gorgeous, you have no idea.
Her smile,
ha, brightens my everyday,
i could be in the WORST mood of my life, and all she'd have to do is smile...and i feel better.
She makes me feel like i can do ANYTHING at all, ANYTHING.
like, she makes me feel like i could jump off of a cliff and SURVIVE.
You know how in the morning, you have a reason to wake up? "Oh, i'm doing this..blah blah blah"
SHE is the reason i get up,
she is the reason i wake up every weekday, go to school, and spend time there....ALL to see HER.
I Just sleep pretty much on weekends.
She make my life wothwhile, she makes my life WORTH LIVING.
She is the best things that has ever happened to me,
and i am in love with this girl.
But....
she's straight. (or claims to be, at least)
and i'm wondering...why would god make me feel THAT strongly about someone, when i'm NEVER going to have a damn chance with them!?
Never.
first off, this girl's way out of my league to begin with,
she's straight,
and what would she want with a girl like me?
am i right?
Yeah, i am.
you can tell me i'm amazing, sweet, kind, sexay, whatever...
all that matters in my mind as of right now, is her opinion, really.
and i understand what shit this is,
it'd be like if a guy said he was in love with me (not likley, excluding max)
It'd take time to even see if i COULD change for him,
if i COULD love him, and be with him.
Maybe i do have a chance (unlikley)
But if i do, I honestly wish she would just...tell me.
tell me if i have ANY chance whatsoever,
or should i just deal with heartbreak right now?
I was talking to a couple friends of mine, names will be unmentioned,
but, i talked to person A aside,
and they told me
"One day, yiu'll find someone as amazing as Person B"
All i could say was i hope so.
because, well,
i thought i had found that person,
i'll probably always think that that girl was....well, that person.
I'm wrong.
so, may as well.
if you do read it,
i honestly do not care what you think,
well, pretty much only people i give a shit about their opinions are never on here anymore.
there's this girl.
That i am...In love with
i could scream it at the top of my lungs, broadcast it to the world, and tell all the fishes under the sea that i do, and i still feel like i wouldn't have said it enough.
I remember the FIRST time i met this girl,
now, i may not remember what we talked about, but i do remember her eyes,
god, i could honestly stare into those forever.
they're gorgeous, you have no idea.
Her smile,
ha, brightens my everyday,
i could be in the WORST mood of my life, and all she'd have to do is smile...and i feel better.
She makes me feel like i can do ANYTHING at all, ANYTHING.
like, she makes me feel like i could jump off of a cliff and SURVIVE.
You know how in the morning, you have a reason to wake up? "Oh, i'm doing this..blah blah blah"
SHE is the reason i get up,
she is the reason i wake up every weekday, go to school, and spend time there....ALL to see HER.
I Just sleep pretty much on weekends.
She make my life wothwhile, she makes my life WORTH LIVING.
She is the best things that has ever happened to me,
and i am in love with this girl.
But....
she's straight. (or claims to be, at least)
and i'm wondering...why would god make me feel THAT strongly about someone, when i'm NEVER going to have a damn chance with them!?
Never.
first off, this girl's way out of my league to begin with,
she's straight,
and what would she want with a girl like me?
am i right?
Yeah, i am.
you can tell me i'm amazing, sweet, kind, sexay, whatever...
all that matters in my mind as of right now, is her opinion, really.
and i understand what shit this is,
it'd be like if a guy said he was in love with me (not likley, excluding max)
It'd take time to even see if i COULD change for him,
if i COULD love him, and be with him.
Maybe i do have a chance (unlikley)
But if i do, I honestly wish she would just...tell me.
tell me if i have ANY chance whatsoever,
or should i just deal with heartbreak right now?
I was talking to a couple friends of mine, names will be unmentioned,
but, i talked to person A aside,
and they told me
"One day, yiu'll find someone as amazing as Person B"
All i could say was i hope so.
because, well,
i thought i had found that person,
i'll probably always think that that girl was....well, that person.
I'm wrong.