It came and went
I really should update more often.
So, the Tracon came and went, the day was made of fail (I forgot my sandals home, our hairdos were what they were, we missed our train when we left etc) but it was still awesome and great and fun etc. And we even made a couple of friends.
I should've write about this right after I got home, so this would've been more detailed, but whatever. Was too tired then, am too tired now.
Then there were couple of days when I did nothing (staying inside & surfing on the net).
Today we had Penkkarit (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Penkkarit) which is supposed to be all great. It was not. I wasn't in the mood at all. I was alone, I wasn't dressed up, half of the celebrating students reeked of alcohol and pretty much behaved like that. I didn't participate in almost anything, not the morning breakfast where students gave presents to their own teachers, not the lorry-ride, not the traditional cruise after Penkkarit. I left from school before the lorries left from our schoolyard. I visited mom at her job but they had too much customers so she didn't have time for me. I waited on the street to see the lorries and when they passed by I cheered up a little. That didn't last long though. Went to home and to sleep since I didn't feel like being awake. Woke up somewhere around 6 p.m. I guess. Surfed on the net. Didn't talk much to anyone today.
This was supposed to be a day of celebration in my life and now it's almost over.
I feel like crying.