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[treysprnces4lyf]

Things have changed so much.
I sat in my room and cried tonight.
Not for anything certain.
Just cried.
I just had one of those days, that
you know, make you sit in your room
and cry for no reason, Well this
"Kinda Day" has been lasting for a week
it seems like.
I've been nausus(Sp?) all day, and I've
been shaking so bad too. We had a game
tonight. I felt like crap there too.
I think things seem so different to
me because I refuse to except that
they've changed. I'm miserable now.
Yeah. I know, things will get better,
Everyone says that, But when? Things
only seem to be getting worse. When
I look around my room, I just feel
like I'm trapped in some hell hole.
It sucks. Everything is so reutine
now. I hate it. There's nothing new,
nothing exciting, just things being
worse and worse. I've kinda just
fallen into this slump thing. God
knows what for? but nothing really
makes me happy. Some things do, but
few. I sit in my room now and think
how everything is changed and I'm
kinda just here, and I cry. I cry
all night about it. I hate it. I
want things back to normal. I want
Everything back to normal. But
I doubt that things are going to
be that way. Goodnight