Shuckaz
So. I confronted Mark monday. His response was "Do we have to deal with this right now?? I have a migraine." I was like Yes, we do. So I said my part and he was like "whatever whatever". If you have something to say, back it up! I hate that. Yea, I occasionally talk about people, when I'm upset, and I'm not going to say it to their face... Not gonna lie. But crap like that? I'd be the first one to tell you my issue with you.
Drama? Pisshhhka. I've had so little drama since I made new/other friends, and I kinda like it. Not gonna say I regret the times I had, but this is cooler. Candace and I are really close, me n ashleigh too. Even me and Darren are becoming friends, and super cool science partners. But hey what can you expect. Now people want to get involved in this...? Be my guest. I'll be honest, I'm tired of people in my business who have no right bein' there. If you're my friend, then by all means I would gladly accept your advice/critisism. Don't Knock me if you don't know me. Yes, I am a wannabe bad-ass, I sometimes say things I don't have the balls to back up, but I always try, and I sometimes can. I'm there for my friends, and they're there for me. Done, Finnito.
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So how do I start over? What do I do? I'm the one who wanted this, right? then why am I sitting here feeling my stomach in my heart knowing I just pushed away the only person that really cares about me, knowing I just hurt the person that loves me so much, knowing I just made such a big mistake. How am I even breathing anymore? I built my whole world around him and then I decided to see what would happen if I took the walls down... I'm collapsing