sinatra in the moonlight
i want to be an actor.
there, i said it. I have known for years, and i have began pursuing it, but i have never actually said it. i have seen 6 shows in the past months, and although some of them have been pretty awful, they have just built up my inspiration. they have just amde me realize how much i actually want to be onstage, performing in front of hundreds. or 8 people. it doesnt matter to me. Its a drug, and im addicted.
"Follow Your Heart" from Urinetown the Musical is an absolutely amazing song. I love it.
I have been trying to make it up to my roof once a day. usually listening to urinetown, or spelling bee, or jersey boys, sinatra, jamie cullum, or coldplay. It puts me in a good mood. especially now that it is cold outside. it gives a false sense of security. a sense of hope that there is some good in this city, haha. the weather up there makes me feel at home. Which is where I would love to be.
my friend sarah went to new york for a modeling audition, and a agency picked her up on the spot, so now she is living in manhattan, modeling. that was her dream. shes achieved it. im so happy for her. i want to do that. i want to live on the east coast, doing what i want.
ill get there. im learning a lot, and ill get there.
i love you all.
i have a friend oing through a tough time, and i want him to know that no matter what he decides, people are people, friends are friends, and lovers are lovers. no matter what you decide, we will all be there for you and we will always have your back. and i have an open and ready couch for you to crash on! haha.
leave some love.
there, i said it. I have known for years, and i have began pursuing it, but i have never actually said it. i have seen 6 shows in the past months, and although some of them have been pretty awful, they have just built up my inspiration. they have just amde me realize how much i actually want to be onstage, performing in front of hundreds. or 8 people. it doesnt matter to me. Its a drug, and im addicted.
"Follow Your Heart" from Urinetown the Musical is an absolutely amazing song. I love it.
I have been trying to make it up to my roof once a day. usually listening to urinetown, or spelling bee, or jersey boys, sinatra, jamie cullum, or coldplay. It puts me in a good mood. especially now that it is cold outside. it gives a false sense of security. a sense of hope that there is some good in this city, haha. the weather up there makes me feel at home. Which is where I would love to be.
my friend sarah went to new york for a modeling audition, and a agency picked her up on the spot, so now she is living in manhattan, modeling. that was her dream. shes achieved it. im so happy for her. i want to do that. i want to live on the east coast, doing what i want.
ill get there. im learning a lot, and ill get there.
i love you all.
i have a friend oing through a tough time, and i want him to know that no matter what he decides, people are people, friends are friends, and lovers are lovers. no matter what you decide, we will all be there for you and we will always have your back. and i have an open and ready couch for you to crash on! haha.
leave some love.