insomniatic
here i am . . . .
still surprisingly unvexed.
i'm beginning to think my room mates are slipping sedatives into my food and drink. two seperate instances have gone major SNAFU in the last two days and my reaction is . . . . to fix it?
i know it's the same reaction i always have, but i seem to keep skipping the intermittent steps of the process where i freak out, and yell, and insult and annoy the people i care most aboot.
i don't get it.
work problem? oddly serene. currently being rectified. i hope. but still, normally i'm on edge until not only is a solution reached, but executed.
living situation? not ideal, but far from disasterous. mayhaps, the knowledge that i am being PROactive instead of REactive has bought me some piece of mind.
add all of this to micah's day coming up and i should be a complete mess.
i'm not.
i think, kids, that this is called "improvement."
and it's aboot muthatruckin' time!
stuff i really hate:
financial uncertainty.
stuff i really love:
the devil-may-care abandon that let's me feel free . . . . but usually results in: financial uncertainty. ha. ironic, no?
still surprisingly unvexed.
i'm beginning to think my room mates are slipping sedatives into my food and drink. two seperate instances have gone major SNAFU in the last two days and my reaction is . . . . to fix it?
i know it's the same reaction i always have, but i seem to keep skipping the intermittent steps of the process where i freak out, and yell, and insult and annoy the people i care most aboot.
i don't get it.
work problem? oddly serene. currently being rectified. i hope. but still, normally i'm on edge until not only is a solution reached, but executed.
living situation? not ideal, but far from disasterous. mayhaps, the knowledge that i am being PROactive instead of REactive has bought me some piece of mind.
add all of this to micah's day coming up and i should be a complete mess.
i'm not.
i think, kids, that this is called "improvement."
and it's aboot muthatruckin' time!
stuff i really hate:
financial uncertainty.
stuff i really love:
the devil-may-care abandon that let's me feel free . . . . but usually results in: financial uncertainty. ha. ironic, no?