Oct 05, 2006 01:50
i am working my ass off becuase i haven't done anything constructive in the past few weeks.
i entered a discussion today withough having any real stake in the discussion. i dont feel bad about it, i just wish i could learn to pick my battles.
i have nothig of any interest to write to you. my life is really numb right now. i am going through the motions but i feel like the right thing will set me off. let's all hope that doesn't happen.
i was given a phone number tonight. i'm not sure that i'll use it, but it felt nice.