Apr 30, 2006 00:53
it's 1:00 am. i have to be at church in b'ham at 9.
i have no clean clothes...
i'm ok with all this.
i am missing something but i don't know what it is. there is a void in me and i'm trying to figure it out. it's like something is missing that i had before. like i lost something.
people are dissapointing. people are hurtful. i still love people. i still love.
exams are looming. i just want coffee, a good book, and a fireplace.
i fought with a friend this week for the first time. you know someones a good friend when you can't sleep for fear that you've really hurt their feelings. all is well now.
some people wonder why i break up my entries. think of it as my thought process. one section after another.
i played in a contest today. it was ok. i told the monitor guy "less guitar and more vocal." what i got was a wall of guitar and no vocal. we'll see how it turned out.
and i'm finished for now.