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I had a lot of fun last night.....
I went to Kirstin and Rachel's house and normally it's fun till about 11, then all the people I really know leave and I am stuck with people I really don't know what to say around so I kinda shut up for some reason. But last night! FUN FUN FUN.
Eric and I bought $100 worth of fireworks and we blew most of them up, it was fun. But fireworks started to suck quickly because of people shooting them at me and being stupid, so I put mine away and went up to the house to socialize.
after a while I was like "ah what the hell" and obtained a bottle of smirknoff and drank half of it, the other half went to mallory and other people, I'm not sure who. I wanted to drink more, but I decided I had to be responsible since I had to drive home and work the next day.
I actually was brave and talked to people, then a bunch of burg people showed up and at first I was like "there goes the party" and the knob guys were like "I hate burg people, they ruin everything...blah blah blah"
Well, I didn't want to spend the rest of my night complaining about how horrible burg people were so I talked to the one Sarah was mooching over, he was cool. I also talked to other people, but it was too dark for me too see them so I was basicly talking to burg "voices" lol
Then we tried to fix Eric bumper because Eric used bad judgement on the Hirni driveway and went into a ditch and his bumper fell off. HAHA. Then we kinda had our own group in front of my blazer. I thought, well hey, this is MY blazer so I want LIGHT!!! I love light, it is the coolest thing ever, so bright. So I turned my headlights on.
Well I guess, like bugs, light attracts people cuz we had a bunch of different people come over and talk to us. I love drunk people, they are funny, I liked how Kirstin could laugh at complete silence, and Lindsay was yelling fuck alot.
A bunch of burg people came over, I talked to this burg girl, she seemed cool, and these this one burg guy offered to distract the cops while I pulled out of there, since I didn't want to get pulled over with .000001% alcohol in my blood lol. I was freakin' out man. I now think that burg guys are cool!
Well I had a blast and I feel bad for Rachel that she didn't have as much fun. I also feel bad about all the trash that is in is in their yard. I picked all mine up and I tried to start picking up a little more but being blind didnt help it.
alot, I typed alot, I doubt anyone will read this entire thing, but if you do, mad props to you!
Traevour
--------------------------------------------------------------
Vermillion River
This wound is so very deep
crimson water gushes around
death calls for my eternal sleep
warm, red water......
I don't understand
that you could hurt me
and just watch and stand
untill I die.
stabbed me in the heart
and came through the back
and now I must part
from this world
and you ask, "I never touched you"
but yes you did, you did
you're the cause of this blue
sensation in my mind.
lied to me, told me wrong.
found out the hard way
and this feeling last so long.
I had to stop it.
so I lay here on the ground
with my hand over my heart
making not a single sound
as the knife I'm holding
kills me all around.
I'm dying this sad, dark death
and it's all your fault......
I went to Kirstin and Rachel's house and normally it's fun till about 11, then all the people I really know leave and I am stuck with people I really don't know what to say around so I kinda shut up for some reason. But last night! FUN FUN FUN.
Eric and I bought $100 worth of fireworks and we blew most of them up, it was fun. But fireworks started to suck quickly because of people shooting them at me and being stupid, so I put mine away and went up to the house to socialize.
after a while I was like "ah what the hell" and obtained a bottle of smirknoff and drank half of it, the other half went to mallory and other people, I'm not sure who. I wanted to drink more, but I decided I had to be responsible since I had to drive home and work the next day.
I actually was brave and talked to people, then a bunch of burg people showed up and at first I was like "there goes the party" and the knob guys were like "I hate burg people, they ruin everything...blah blah blah"
Well, I didn't want to spend the rest of my night complaining about how horrible burg people were so I talked to the one Sarah was mooching over, he was cool. I also talked to other people, but it was too dark for me too see them so I was basicly talking to burg "voices" lol
Then we tried to fix Eric bumper because Eric used bad judgement on the Hirni driveway and went into a ditch and his bumper fell off. HAHA. Then we kinda had our own group in front of my blazer. I thought, well hey, this is MY blazer so I want LIGHT!!! I love light, it is the coolest thing ever, so bright. So I turned my headlights on.
Well I guess, like bugs, light attracts people cuz we had a bunch of different people come over and talk to us. I love drunk people, they are funny, I liked how Kirstin could laugh at complete silence, and Lindsay was yelling fuck alot.
A bunch of burg people came over, I talked to this burg girl, she seemed cool, and these this one burg guy offered to distract the cops while I pulled out of there, since I didn't want to get pulled over with .000001% alcohol in my blood lol. I was freakin' out man. I now think that burg guys are cool!
Well I had a blast and I feel bad for Rachel that she didn't have as much fun. I also feel bad about all the trash that is in is in their yard. I picked all mine up and I tried to start picking up a little more but being blind didnt help it.
alot, I typed alot, I doubt anyone will read this entire thing, but if you do, mad props to you!
Traevour
--------------------------------------------------------------
Vermillion River
This wound is so very deep
crimson water gushes around
death calls for my eternal sleep
warm, red water......
I don't understand
that you could hurt me
and just watch and stand
untill I die.
stabbed me in the heart
and came through the back
and now I must part
from this world
and you ask, "I never touched you"
but yes you did, you did
you're the cause of this blue
sensation in my mind.
lied to me, told me wrong.
found out the hard way
and this feeling last so long.
I had to stop it.
so I lay here on the ground
with my hand over my heart
making not a single sound
as the knife I'm holding
kills me all around.
I'm dying this sad, dark death
and it's all your fault......