o romeo o romeo whereout thou romeo
The title of this entry says it all. Damn it hit me so hard today for some weired reason. I really wish i had a boyfriend i just feel really lonely. I know you shouldnt have to have someone to be happy but by golly it really makes you feel better. I feel its time for me to have a bf again its been awhile since Drew and im readuy for a serious relationship,but the guys suck where i live they are all about looks; only still yet to find one that isnt. Sometimes i just think it would be easier to date girls. But i know that is not who i like.There are some guys that are cool that im getting to know but i dont know about them. Today i met a person named Travis wow hes really cute and smart but i dont think he was into me?WE`LL SEE and theres Bobby hes a very nice guy that im gettin to know but hes alittle to old. Then theres austin i still like him just dont talk to him alot. I think out of all these guys Travis is the best so far, i just wonder what he thinks? was i cute enough. I feel like today i went to see him and didnt get to know him at all cause his friend showed up and talked and i was just nervous so i hope he understands.Well i dont know i wanted to spend more time today with him but i think he wasnt interested so thats why that did not happen. ok this whole thing just makes me sad i want a fin bf already damn you guys whats wrong with me i think im cute nice and funny ,so what is wrong ? Why are all or most gay guys scandolous and about that one damn thing SEX is there anyone out their who wants a bf and doesnt judge just on looks?damn i rambled about this subject enough on to something else.............
I cant wait til tommorrow night Lobo game yeah lets win lobos kick some ute ass. Sunday i am goign to my best buds baby shower im so happy for her, my ex is friends with her though and might be there i hope not cause it will be weired but o well. Well im done i think this was my longest entry wow!!!! well ill write more after the game and on my non love life later for now this is me signing off laters T.J.A
I cant wait til tommorrow night Lobo game yeah lets win lobos kick some ute ass. Sunday i am goign to my best buds baby shower im so happy for her, my ex is friends with her though and might be there i hope not cause it will be weired but o well. Well im done i think this was my longest entry wow!!!! well ill write more after the game and on my non love life later for now this is me signing off laters T.J.A