here we go again...
Well I have good news and bad news folks! The bad news is I have to go to Bend at 1 o clock in the morning tomorrow to see Reese in the hopsital and make sure everything is in order up there! I start working my second job I got today as a manager in Men's Furnishings at Meier and Franks which is cool and get paid considerably more plus I'm a manager whoaa yes! Well Men in my life....I've had a few to pick from this summer and with my last relationship dissolved i've come to find myself liking some1 else...can't say here sorry only Emanuel and Reese know! I feel guilty liking him though for reasons I cannot say here! Goldhammer called me today to tell me to find a rich man again lol which he tells me everyday and i want to tell him the same haha! Well things are going awesome besides the fact that Ernie's dad passed away and I find myself at a loss in how to treat him! I told him last saturday I refused to pity him and that we must all move on with our lives and celebrate the time we have with the ones we love! Is that insensitive? I refuse to baby him if anything I need to be tougher on him I think and try to push him to be more than what he is! Well Minh and I talked tonight and I don't even know what's up with that but I'm not interested in him like that anymore so I don't know where we stand! The guy I like now is what I'd like to think of as not only good bf material but a bestfriend...he's understanding, smart, cute and...awesome in every way!