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Dude, this shit is so fucked. I mean today started out good, got bad, then got hell of kick ass. So it's Brians birthday right? And his mom fucking gets a fucking LIMO! I wasn't exactly invited which sucked but then Holly ended up not being able to go so Brian said I could go, but I still felt like a fucking tag along. Then we had a bunch of fun at dinner and shit and drove around and had a shit load of fun. Went to drop of Lacey at Kirstas and saw a bunch of people that I never see. Then I call my dad and he says it's chill if I spend the night at Brians because he told us that we could all spend that night, then my dad says yes and my mom says no, so fuck. I get home hang out for like 30 minutes then my dad tells me he'll take me to Brians so I went. Hang out for 10 minutes then Brian tells me and gabe that we can't stay over and so we have to fucking go home, and Gabe can't chill becuase he's "sick". I've already been pretty depressed lately so then this blow out day with a fucking shitty end. My life just sucks right now. No girl friend, no girls are interested, skating sucks, and everything is just going bad. Then I am talking to Kenzie online and then fucking I ask her to call me because she is my cloestest girl friend and fucking she is like, no I can't talk to you, so my shit is just even more fucked after I tell her that I am feeling super shitty and she blows me off. I FUCKING HATE EVERYONE RIGHT NOW. God damn this dumb drama/emo shit I mean I seriously feel the worest.