Oct 27, 2011 21:11
So im here on a thursday night sitting alone and watching the jersey shore marathon. yea i know winning right? but whatev. i have just been so super stressed lately with work and all it feels great to just sit and veg and not do a damn thing at all,. ross is out playing games and talking anime with my cousins which i am totally happy for. i feel bad that he is here sometimes all alone. i wish he could get out and be with some friends more often. i dont want him to resent me for being stuck here all the time with just me. i know he says that he doesnt mind just staying home and doing his own thing, but i just feel bad. he had a cool thing going with mark but it seems like ever since he and heather had found out they were pregnant the two of them have deff been mia. oh well. at least we have vegas coming up in a few weeks. i think its going to be great for the two of us to just get away and experience something new. ah rambling....