Still overwhelmed
I always said that this would mean a lot to me
-that it would make or break me,
but I guess I wasn't aware of HOW TRUE that was.
I literally tear up
whenever I think of how grateful I am for this blessing,
and how much I needed this
(a total of 5 times, and counting)
Because, finally,
none of my stupid insecurities
or feelings of worthlessness
can make me hate myself
..simply because my biggest dream, to date, came true.
No backdoors,
no cheating on the UPCAT itself
(though I was so tempted to at one point)
..just a whole lot of hard work and even more Faith.
THANK YOU, LORD.
I know that a lot of people wanted this and deserved this just as much
(or even more),
but I'm glad that You seemed to think that this was the right path for me.
Thank You, thank You, thank You. I really cannot thank You enough.