It's like 2nd year all over again
You say you wanna talk and you make it sound like you care but all you need to hear is
damn you shoulda seen how hard I cried when they told me it was you, for sure.
You really really shoulda.
And DAMN you shoulda seen how hard I cried when all you could say was "Yeah!" and all I could do was look for someone who'd listen to me snivel on the phone til the cordless died (thank you, twin) didn't that someone used to be you? When I'd bawl like a baby to Hear Me Out by Frou Frou?
I wished you'd cared. I wished you'd care. I wish you'd cared the way I cared but guess what
now, no one cares
and I'm fucking happy to be like this again. Haha hello inner bitch it's been a while.
You are no one to me
not even the chubby little kindergartener who I used to play with the handpuppets, with
not even the skinny freshman who said we'd change the world, someday
not even my team's batgirl and number one fan
not even
not even the person I want to forgive again and again and again, just because I want to freaking believe in the good in her despite EVERYTHING.
Oh look oh look just as I said in my oh so bitter Blogspot..I can lie, too :(