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this morning i feel so fucking worthless.
why does my mother tell me i'm not going to do well in college? why does she say i never want to ride my horse?
she doesn't know me at all.
and it makes me cry. and want to never come home again.
i can't wait to leave this place. i can't wait to go to college.
she makes me feel absolutely terrible.
in other news, i'm going to go with bill skydiving today. i don't think I'M actually going to skydive. if i get brave enough to go against what my parents said, and use the credit card, i might. but i doubt i'll do it. mostly because bill will talk me out of it("emily, i want to be able to see you again, plz don't get in trouble with your parents" is what he says). i'd jump in a heartbeat tho.
why does my mother tell me i'm not going to do well in college? why does she say i never want to ride my horse?
she doesn't know me at all.
and it makes me cry. and want to never come home again.
i can't wait to leave this place. i can't wait to go to college.
she makes me feel absolutely terrible.
in other news, i'm going to go with bill skydiving today. i don't think I'M actually going to skydive. if i get brave enough to go against what my parents said, and use the credit card, i might. but i doubt i'll do it. mostly because bill will talk me out of it("emily, i want to be able to see you again, plz don't get in trouble with your parents" is what he says). i'd jump in a heartbeat tho.