So about this being happy idea
So yeah,its been a long ass time since I've written in here. Ahh, well no one was pounding on the door for me to continue, so whatever.
That Hurricane served a damn near excellent purpose... sorry for those who got bitchslapped... but it made my weekend kick ass. I got to come back to Massachusetts... Mom called the uncles et al. and they made the exec. desicion to get me out... turns out Frances was just a pussy storm... bring on IVAN!!! COMMIE BASTARD!
Yup, I got to see one of the, if not the coolest person I know... sorry Ritz, but you're taking second on that one.
That was a total utter suprise... yeah for those...not so much yeah for the nerves and shyness... I know yous guys are like what in the christ, Murphy Shy!!!! I KNOW! I was as astounded as you are, but what can I say even the mighty fall, and they tend to fall harder... Now I'm ready to get back to florida and just finish up the semester. And this storm will set us back massively... BASTARD.
What else is new? Oh yeah, I terminated my sorority membership... I mean for those that it works out for then rock on. By all means,to each their own. But for me, it was time to 'take a risk, and make a change', I just stopped being happy. And started calculating cost-effectiveness. Damn me hahaha. But honestly, I don't know if I ever was 'sorority' enough, I'm just to ripped jeans, messy hair, every other word is fuck, for it all. Plus I'm loud and noisy... not with everyone as noted...but yup I am... and I felt big time like I lost touch with the "lauren" I was comfortable being with. I strove to fit a mold. I fit my own mold.
But for everything there is a lesson to be learned. I learned that loyalty, has always been will always be massively important to me. And for those that I am loyal to it is a fierce unbending loyalty, and vice versa. And belonging is something in context. (sure most people learn it in high school, but I was doing other things in high school) If you've got 5 people you'd do anything for than that is way better than 15 people that call you when they want something. I am lucky, I am grateful for the friends I have, the ones that are cliched "ride or die" friends... now for the shout outs (even for those that I'm not very close with but have made a hell of an impact)... except I'm being all crazy with the find where you are... we're going by funny lines now....
"I'm not moving you from side to side I'm keeping you straight" - Lisa, NYC 4/04
"KATIE JO THIS IS WHY PEOPLE DRINK" - K.T. Boston College 2002
"there is no 'r' in sherbet" -yesterday... :-)
" dr. murphy there" - yesterday again... :-)
"LAND BRIDGE" - Jenn, Senior Trip to NH 2002
"how's about we go halfsies on a trailer" -Heather, in the advent of a hurricane called Frances
"LADIES GRAB WHAT YOU CAN" - Jessica, outside JCs house, on trash night
"Good enough to ---- your mom" -UCF Knights at IOA, 2004
" you know if you press the elevator button again it'll change colors" -Carmona, Phillips hall 2004
"JESUS CHRIST" -or- "YOU GREEDY SLUT" -Annamarie, September 2004
"hey,in the gay world you're an 8 out of 10, and thats like a 12 in reality because we are some vain bitches" - ahhh, this one got me... Eric, Summer '04
"they'd have a lauren" ...hoping that is one of the best compliments ever. Jess First weekend back at school 2004
"can you see the two of us in europe, two boston girls, they'd send us back" -Me and Rossie 2000
"We share a 10 by 15 cell and we message each other rather than talk...
Well yes, but then we can comment on the mutants in our dorm and not have them hear it" Big ups to my WSC roomie Jessi...ow ow, the evolution of my satire since has been severely lacking...
So yeah alot of yous guys are in there... I'll even let you sign your names next to them if you want the fame...
NOW... OFF TO NOTHINGNESS UNTIL WEDNESDAY WHEN ITS BACK TO UCF!!!
That Hurricane served a damn near excellent purpose... sorry for those who got bitchslapped... but it made my weekend kick ass. I got to come back to Massachusetts... Mom called the uncles et al. and they made the exec. desicion to get me out... turns out Frances was just a pussy storm... bring on IVAN!!! COMMIE BASTARD!
Yup, I got to see one of the, if not the coolest person I know... sorry Ritz, but you're taking second on that one.
That was a total utter suprise... yeah for those...not so much yeah for the nerves and shyness... I know yous guys are like what in the christ, Murphy Shy!!!! I KNOW! I was as astounded as you are, but what can I say even the mighty fall, and they tend to fall harder... Now I'm ready to get back to florida and just finish up the semester. And this storm will set us back massively... BASTARD.
What else is new? Oh yeah, I terminated my sorority membership... I mean for those that it works out for then rock on. By all means,to each their own. But for me, it was time to 'take a risk, and make a change', I just stopped being happy. And started calculating cost-effectiveness. Damn me hahaha. But honestly, I don't know if I ever was 'sorority' enough, I'm just to ripped jeans, messy hair, every other word is fuck, for it all. Plus I'm loud and noisy... not with everyone as noted...but yup I am... and I felt big time like I lost touch with the "lauren" I was comfortable being with. I strove to fit a mold. I fit my own mold.
But for everything there is a lesson to be learned. I learned that loyalty, has always been will always be massively important to me. And for those that I am loyal to it is a fierce unbending loyalty, and vice versa. And belonging is something in context. (sure most people learn it in high school, but I was doing other things in high school) If you've got 5 people you'd do anything for than that is way better than 15 people that call you when they want something. I am lucky, I am grateful for the friends I have, the ones that are cliched "ride or die" friends... now for the shout outs (even for those that I'm not very close with but have made a hell of an impact)... except I'm being all crazy with the find where you are... we're going by funny lines now....
"I'm not moving you from side to side I'm keeping you straight" - Lisa, NYC 4/04
"KATIE JO THIS IS WHY PEOPLE DRINK" - K.T. Boston College 2002
"there is no 'r' in sherbet" -yesterday... :-)
" dr. murphy there" - yesterday again... :-)
"LAND BRIDGE" - Jenn, Senior Trip to NH 2002
"how's about we go halfsies on a trailer" -Heather, in the advent of a hurricane called Frances
"LADIES GRAB WHAT YOU CAN" - Jessica, outside JCs house, on trash night
"Good enough to ---- your mom" -UCF Knights at IOA, 2004
" you know if you press the elevator button again it'll change colors" -Carmona, Phillips hall 2004
"JESUS CHRIST" -or- "YOU GREEDY SLUT" -Annamarie, September 2004
"hey,in the gay world you're an 8 out of 10, and thats like a 12 in reality because we are some vain bitches" - ahhh, this one got me... Eric, Summer '04
"they'd have a lauren" ...hoping that is one of the best compliments ever. Jess First weekend back at school 2004
"can you see the two of us in europe, two boston girls, they'd send us back" -Me and Rossie 2000
"We share a 10 by 15 cell and we message each other rather than talk...
Well yes, but then we can comment on the mutants in our dorm and not have them hear it" Big ups to my WSC roomie Jessi...ow ow, the evolution of my satire since has been severely lacking...
So yeah alot of yous guys are in there... I'll even let you sign your names next to them if you want the fame...
NOW... OFF TO NOTHINGNESS UNTIL WEDNESDAY WHEN ITS BACK TO UCF!!!